17 March 2009 0840am and i have like exactly 10 minute
to write something cause i dont have enough cash to pay
the counter. Well i have wrote something in the past few
days except i cant remember it as it is somewhere..So i
would we writing it sometimes soon.. And i know i dont
really have much time but beside me is small Lama
playing the new National Anthom of Nepal. Its the first
time i have heard of it and its sounds more of folk song
and its more of communist type or maybe i dont really
understand. Any way now is a new Nepal and hope
everything works out for the people of the nation and
i hope i can do something for the country..Like create
jobs or some kind of charity or more of a helping hand
to the unforctunate.. Caues if i have opened my eyes
and can teach or show the way to the underpreviledge
it will give me strength..Ok times up.. Bye..

Well the time 11:36am and the date 15 March 2009..
Today i am at cyber at Sugnei Long and kind of
with Bikash and Dhurba..We just came to surf the
net..Well i got nothing much to say except
maybe i will work for part time with the lighting
company..I mean my former work.. Well i have just
requested some condition to edger who will be doing a
show in Malacca..If all the condition works out i will be
taking a 2 days leave to work..Well other than that todays
Sunday and i am kind of OK in mood and i dont know
what to write..So i will maybe stop here..Cause there is
nothing much to say..Ok let me just write some bullshit..
Just to lengethen my article..
Its been a long time since the days of our life has passed the
outmost of ourself..and what can be said or cant be all depands
on the outcome of the days that finishes the time..Well i also
dont know what i am writing..maybe i will stop here ok
next time..

"Best I Ever Had"

So you sailed away into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay, love can be so boring
And nothing's quite the same nowI just say your name now.
But it's not so badYou're only the best I ever had
You don't want me backYou're just the best I ever had.
So you stole my world, now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl leaves me down and lonely
Well send it in a letterMake yourself feel better.
But it's not so badYou're only the best I ever had
You dont want me backYou're just the best I ever had.
And it might take some time to patch me up inside
but I cant take it so I, I run away and hide
And I might find in time that you were always right
You're always right.
So you sailed away into a grey sky morning
Now, I'm here to stay, love can be so boring
Was it what you wanted?Could it be I'm haunted?
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You dont want me back
You're just the best I ever had.
You're just the best I ever had

Well todays a new day to start with.. Many things to say..
But some are personal and its not very convenience to say..
And the rest are too problematic to say and i wont say either..
Any way todays Thursday 5th 2009 time 10:31AM and 2 more
days to go before something big might happen or not,, i dont
really care cause its part of life and how times flies and how lost
i feel sometimes..And how happy i feel suddenly..I just cant
define whats this life about..Problem after problem and once
its settlled lifes resumes normal and out of the blue another
problem arises. I just dont know what to say but just follow
it and try my best to settle it..Some i cant and i just leave it
and after some times its keep bugging my mind.. like i could
have hepled it..And this keeps me low..Guess the drinks are
calling me cause its been so fucking long that i have not drank
till i droped dead..The last was almost 7 or 8 month ago.. I was
so fucking pissed that i drank the 2 or 4 bottle of quarter
without any thing..When i was at hostel..i was like a nuscience
luckily friends put me to bed,,But i kept falling,,You know no
matter how fucking drunk i am i still have conscounce,,Any
way if this Sunday plan fails,, i am planning to drink with
Dhurba one of my good freinds..Its been almost 2 years since
we had a good driink together..
Ok lets forget about drinking now..Well reading from the paper
i really dont know how bad the economy is going to fall or not..
But the other thing is that too nuch news around the world other
than economy crises..Just few days Mutinity in Bangladesh..Well
i have bangladesh freinds who are quite helpful but are shocked
at what had happened since the mitilitary rule was over ruled by
Democracy..I fear that the old rule might come back and take away
Democracy..I personally believe that it might be unstable cause of the
population and the things happenning within not forgetting
economy crises..Other than that whats happenning around the
world is making me sick too..Or is it because something really
bad is going to happen..
Like when there was a depression in the 1920s..War arose..
Luckily at that time 70% of the nation didnt suffer cause they were
either not developed or were totally not in the region yet..But nows
different if it really happens i can feel that its going to be very nasty
.. i mean especially the developing nations.. Like what had happened
in Indonesia around 1998..Or worse.. I dont know but just prepare
to go back cause it will only be stupidity to stay along..
And the other thing is the research that happenning in..i cant remember
the one thing that the universe was created by the "THE BIG BANG'
Scientist are experimenting it.. Its sounds scary.. Dont know what will
happen if the experiment goes wrong..I mean total destruction is ok..
But what if it paralyse the world..I dont know also.. i just forcasting..
Just like the weather forcaster or the economist..
Ok forget all those..Now i am more free compared to last time and
i have the time to write as much as i can (nonsense) cause sometimes
soon i dont think i will have as much freedom as this few days..It is
only when i am broke my mind works perfectly..But whan i am loaded
i do so much stupidity that i dont know what i am doing..
P.S most of the previous pages or almost entirely pages were written
when i was broke..
I was planning to write in the newspaper column about the foreigner
plight..Cause you know Malaysia totally 60% or more depends on
cheap labour for their job market..Its because they dont have much
man power or they just have too much talented people..I mean there
are more talented cheap foreigner its just that they were let down by
their country or their political..There are many reasons to it..Like me
too..Of all places i had come to Malaysia..But i dont regret,, cause
it has made me learn some important things in life and still learning..
Back to the topic..not only the foreigner are pais cheap most are
conned..i dont know what to say about this but its only best to
fight for them cause there are universal reaasons and things
happenniing. The one reason is that today morning while i was
listening the radio the government said that they can bypass the
1998 economy recession..The reason kick out the current cheap
labour and hire the local..This sounds very bad from my point of
view.. I mean what kind of thoughts..They should at least
compromise..See this are some of the things i really hate.. Any way
i dont think i will complain cause, i know my article would not be
printed cause the last time i sent,,it was not printed..cause i blamed
the local to being lazy..Any way the political situation here is getting
worse..or shall i say this is true dremocracy..I dont know but i just
read what happens next cause it will have an impact in the country..
ok so much of bullshitting and bla bla..
I knd of miss one thing that is alcohal..I am just waiting for this Sunday
or Saturday cause it can be like 'out of the blue thing' Like suprises..
I think i should be able to write tomorrow too..But i dont know..it just
depends on my mood..

FaceBook

Well today i was surfing the Facebooks and i came to see all my

old friends from the past..What can i say it felt great to see

them living their life scattered across the globe, few got

married and most stll searching..Like me myself.. And the

best part is ts very convenience since the internet age has

caused so much convenience for everyones life.. Well all

i can tell whoever who knows me..This is your life

and live it the best possible way cause we only live once..Like me..

So to everyone thanks for the memory and lets make another

beautiful memory wherever we are..Thanks and lets live..

Well the time 16:06 and i am preparing to go somewhere..
But looks like i will have to face nature fierce weather..
It kind of very, very dark due to the cloud covering the
area i am at.. Looks like its going to be very rough
going to my destionation..Any way i think its because
of the pollution and uncontrolled emmission from the
industry thats causing this..Cause the moonsoon seasons
is supposed to be over..Guess mother earth is getting sick..
Any way i need to make my move now..

Every frog has its day just like...

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Well i tried to upload my voice but i dont really know how to..
Any body out there who knows how to please if you mind helping.
I want to upload audio not video.. Thanks