0146am
25th November 2011

Hope you are reading this. Just wanted to share with
you my thoughts.

Good night. Need to sleep later morning shift.

1310 hrs
24th November 2011

Ah... there is like 50 more minutes before i
catch my bus to work. And i am still not doing
what wisdom is all about. See thats me just
killing time and when the situation arises
i am all red and lost. I guess this is what i
like about me. Cause i say one thing and not
putting any effort in the saying. How fucking
lame am i.

1313 hrs.. cool number and its the number
of the time on my right hand side of my note
book. My eye sometimes just crosses to check
the time and number it gives.

Going for a smoke, thought i will not buy for
today but my hand was itchy to spend the money
and the chain reaction is my health declining.
Good Suman.. Keep it up... MOney problem..
health problem.. Mood problem... Appetite
problem... and so on.
Well its 1324 hrs.. just came back from smoking
and before that i hung my laundry. Speaking of
laundry, life here is very easy. Just stuff the
cloth in the washing machine and press start.
Reminds me of Malaysia where i had to wash
my own cloth and i got used to it. I used to
wash all my cloth ftom bet sheet to my every
thing. And how fast i used to wash my jeans.
Think i took like 10 minutes or less. Its a
record for the fact for me. Ha ha.. And instead
of using washing soap i used LUX soap. Yes
the one which we used to take shower. The
one reason why i used LUX was if i use the
washing soap, the cloth stinked and i found
bathing soap was better. But i also learned
to use LUX efficently. The foam that was
left of the first cloth, i used it on the 2nd
cloth. By which i just apply less LUX soap
for the following cloth. Just cant imagine
here just throw it in the machine and just
press the START.

Again nice number 1331hrs... My eyes just
scanned the time and its a nice number... ha ha

I just went to FAcebook and checked my profile.
Man my status is married. Well better leave it
like that. Any way thinking what to wear for my
upper body. For the lower body i am going to
wear my new jeans. Need to seasoned it. The
more seasoned, the better. Any way her BD is
coming. Guess i will just greet her. If by
chance, oh forget it... Any way i will be 34 next
year and how my time is going so fast. And i
would have spent like 2,937,600 second of my
life by next year. Can you just imagine how
my time is ticking non stop since the day i
came into this beautiful world. By which the
ticking can also be refered to my heart. Always
beating no matter what situation i am in. Always
beating... Need to look after it cause once its
stop, everything stops for me. I will do my
very best to take care of myself. But the brain
is the problem. I will try to compromise this
2 important body parts of mine. OK you 2
did you hear what i am saying. Make my life
better and i will make better choices in life.

Time 1341hrs... Need a smoke and wear my
shoes and see if i am looking good in the mirror.

Reapplied my hair with wax and smoke and
wore my blue checked shirt that i bought in
malaysia. Its small but i need to wear it before
 it becomes old. The times is 1357 and i will
be logging off need to catch the bus to work.
Chow..