857hrs

Fresh from my sleep and having fresh hot sweet tea.
What more can i ask for. Aaah how sweet the taste of
the hot tea can be. Need to get fresher by brushing my
teeth and having shower. Today gonna meet munna and
have lunch and call home to greet the new year.

0124hrs
01 January 2011

Am so happy the new year has started well for me and in a
good mood. Which is why i am drinking and making merry.
A new life starts for me and all my thoughts shall work for
me even if it does not i at least will try. Trying is a must and
i will make it for sure. Resolution is a good things and i will
make it for sure.

All the memories of 2011 was a beautiful
memory and i have no regret that happened.
And i look forward for 2012 which is i
have planned and i will implement it.
Know its going to be tough but if i cant
make it than i will be in trouble. I know
i just need faith in myself and principle
to see just that.
FAITH FAITH FAITH

Smoking cause its going to be my last since its in the
list for changes as i have abused and emberessed
myself too many time, and i really hate it. Not
forgetting my energy drink too. Ha Ha...

Listening to music in youtube and its making
my time priceless...

142hrs..The first time i started smoking was when i was 21.
This was the time after i finished my 'O' Level. I did not made 
the grade and cause i started smoking. Frankley speaking 
i did not made in any effort in my study and i was hoping
for miracle. Which was so fucking stupid as i look back.
How could i have felt like like that. This is how i have always
wanted my life to be. Which is so fucking stupid. And cause
of that i am smoking for the last 12 years. Is it not stupid 
decision i am making. And one of the most stupid thing i
made, which is gambling. Gambled all my life for 17 to 31.
Always made me complete even if i was pocketless and
without food. If only i had made a girl my life would have
changed. But i did not did that instead i carried on and 
now my brain is so corrupted that i dont know what i am 
doing sometimes..And finally THIRI... Guess this is part 
of life.. I am gonna get.......this year and i have to.. I am 
gonna do it...Might be quitting my job as i know i will
not be anywhere form this place. Seriously...

200hrs and i am still drinking and eating... ha ha..

I had a choice and i will not say i made the right or wrong
choice. . I just say i move on....

217hrs...
Happy New Year and i am happy....