1818 hrs
25th Jan 2012

Been drinking for the last 5 days and i just cant give up..
Bad choices in life and i cant change a thing. This year
is becoming worse as the days goes by. Well as i dont
have nuch in my head.

Ramila called last night and it was not a good situation
and let see how it will be.

Any way i am free form the feeling and i am glad i can
move on and be fresh. I look forward to life and i hope
i can make some good moves in my path. And i got the
song 'Om Mani Padme Hum' which i been looking for
since i first used internet. Its a Buddhist mantra and its
magical to listen. Its has just changed my mood and
i feel more relaxed. The simple things in life to cheish
with. Just came back from my cigaret and how nice to
live life and chrish the moment peacfully in my mind.
All i can say is i wish... to move on soon...

1833hrs
Well i just top up my glass and i re-start the song and
the intro is so magical. Makes me want to cry... Ha ha
Thats me and i have not cried... Actually its good to
shed some tears sometimes as its good to the heart and
it refresh me.

1846...
Well this is life.,..