Man i cant believe i can make myself to tears. This new
song that i composed sounds so magical and i have no
words to describe except tears. The first few lines
like'' Heeeey Meri Gauulaay''. Now my mission for me
is to complete this song and put it in youtube. Its
so damn magical....

2312hrs
5th Dec 2011

I just went down to buy 1 stick of cigaret. Cause
i need to quit this bad habit. My health is
declinig and because i over use it, it has caused
too much side effect. Like my mood, sight,
respetary, thought... Observation has told me its
not a reliever but a destroyer. Lets see how the
next few days will be..

Went to sis house for dinner. We cooked pork.
First marinated it and fried it in pan with oil.
Than brocali with prawn and tomatoes. daal.
Heated the fish from yesterday. Dinner was
wonderful and Anju was also invited. Oh yes
egg was also in our food. Well told munna
about the topic i had with mom and Ramila.
Kali was too busy with her work and with
Islam. So she does not know much.

Any way i dont know which IDIOT is trying
to be so smart that he hack into my
personal folder of the computer. I am so
fucking angry that i deleated that folder for
guest. I mean i am giving people for free
and they abuse this kind of previlage. Man i
am paying 100++ per month and not forgetting
also this laptop. Shit i really hate this kind of
fuckers. Shit is what they leave behind after
all this. Fuck

2 days have finished of my off and i have like
one day left. Need to make use of the time.
Today was wonderful. My alcohal have finished
and i must not waste in such things from now
on.

Well got to sleep and need to refer some work
before i sleep. Nite nite...

THIS ARTICLE BELOW IS FROM CNN AND IT IS THE EVENT THAT TOOK

PLACE IN 2011.And i cant believe so much happened.

From the Arab Spring to a global economic crisis to the killing of Osama bin Laden, 2011 has been defined by historic and dynamic events that will shape the world in the years ahead.

A revolt across the Middle East and North Africa began with the self-immolation of a struggling merchant in Tunisia and spread across the region. Egyptian protesters toppled the 30-year rule of Hosni Mubarak, and rebels in Libya battled against supporters of long-time strongman Moammar Gadhafi.

Gadhafi was eventually killed in October after months on the run from rebel forces and NATO bombardments.

The significance of the Arab Spring is indisputable, but was it the biggest story of the year?

The earth shook off the coast of Japan in March, triggering one of the worst tsunamis in years, destroying nearly everything in its path and sending millions fleeing for high ground.

Beyond the utter calamity from the 9.0-magnitude earthquake, Japan found itself dealing with the worst nuclear crisis since the 1986 Chernobyl disaster. The Fukushima Daiichi nuclear facility was knocked offline, resulting in a meltdown of three reactors, with radiation leaking into the air and contaminated water spilling into the sea.

The long-term effects from the stricken plant remain unknown.

Natural disasters hit the United States hard, too. The largest tornado outbreak ever recorded swept across across the South, Midwest and Northeast -- with a record 207 touching down on April 27 and killing 346 people. Alabama bore the brunt of the destruction, with a massive twister turning the college town of Tuscaloosa into a disaster zone.

Three weeks later, a mile-wide tornado ripped through Joplin, Missouri, killing more than 150 people and wreaking havoc across the blue-collar town at the edge of the Ozark Mountains. It marked the deadliest single tornado in 60 years.

From Washington to New York residents in August braced for Hurricane Irene, a powerful storm that forecasters feared would cause catastrophic damage. The storm weakened before landfall, but it still was blamed for at least 20 deaths in eight states.

On the battlefield, Navy SEAL Team Six became part of American military lore when the elite unit raided a compound in Pakistan, killing Osama bin Laden, the leader of al Qaeda and the most-wanted terrorist in the world who had orchestrated the terror attacks of 9/11.

For President Barack Obama, the bin Laden raid marked a high point of his presidency. Sometimes considered soft on terror, Obama achieved something his predecessor failed to do: bring the terror mastermind to justice.

The killing came ahead of the 10-year anniversary of the 9/11 attacks, which was marked by the opening of several memorials, including an outdoor tribute at Ground Zero in New York.

The United States also marked a decade of war in Afghanistan, a conflict that began in the months after 9/11 aimed at rooting out al Qaeda terrorists. While the Afghanistan war rages on, the United States is preparing to pull out the last of its troops from Iraq.

The year also was defined by economic turmoil. Prime ministers in Greece and Italy quit amid a slow-motion fiscal disaster unfolding in Europe, while Standard & Poor's downgraded the U.S. credit rating for the first time after it said Congress failed to do enough to stabilize the country's debt situation. The downgrade, which came after an eleventh-hour agreement to raise the debt ceiling, damaged an already-stagnant economy.

As the U.S. saw unemployment hit 9 percent, the Occupy Wall Street movement -- a grassroots protest against policies favoring the richest 1% -- spread to dozens of cities across the country and Europe.

Meanwhile, Republican presidential candidates looked to seize their campaign to retake the White House in 2012. In October, former VP candidate Sarah Palin and New Jersey Gov. Chris Christie disappointed supporters by saying they wouldn't run, and by early December the GOP field seemed to be down to two serious contenders: Mitt Romney and Newt Gingrich.

In July, the world was reminded of man-made tragedy with near-simultaneous terror attacks in Norway.

A car bomb exploded in Oslo targeting government buildings, while miles away, an armed man opened fire on a youth leadership camp, killing 77.Months earlier, Rep. Gabby Giffords was shot in the head as she met with constituents at a supermarket near Tucson, Arizona. Six people were killed in the attack, including a young girl and a federal judge.

Giffords has awed the nation in her recovery. Married to astronaut Mark Kelly, the congresswoman traveled to Kennedy Space Center in May to watch as her husband commanded the final launch of space shuttle Endeavour.

A few months later, NASA launched the final space shuttle mission, retiring the fleet of historic spacecraft after 30 years. The mission, STS-135, ended on July 21 when Atlantis arrived back at Kennedy.

Other stories dominated the headlines, too.

Casey Anthony was found not guilty in Florida in her daughter's death, while Conrad Murray was convicted in the death of superstar Michael Jackson.

Charlie Sheen's raging narcissism captivated the nation for a couple weeks as his bizarre behavior prompted his TV bosses to fire him from "Two and a Half Men". Other bad boys popped into the news: Rep. Anthony Weiner of New York tweeted a picture of himself in his underwear and soon was forced to resign, and Maria Shriver filed for divorce from Arnold Schwarzenegger after a family housekeeper came forward about her love child with the former California governor.

Scandal struck far and wide in 2011. Dominique Strauss-Kahn, once seen as a future leader of France, quit as head of the International Monetary Fund after he was accused of sexually assaulting a hotel housekeeper in New York -- a charge that was later dropped. British tabloids run by media tycoon Rupert Murdoch were hit by a phone hacking scandal that resulted in the flagship News of the World folding.

In the United States, child sex abuse scandals tainted athletics programs at Penn State and Syracuse universities basketball team. Jerry Sandusky, a former Penn State assistant football coach, was charged with multiple counts of sex abuse against children, and legendary head coach Joe Paterno was fired in the scandal's aftermath. In Syracuse, assistant basketball coach Bernie Fine was fired after three people, including two former ball boys, said he molested them for years. No charges have been filed against Fine, but multiple investigations have been launched.

Yet not all news was bad in 2011. The world got a brief respite from doom-and-gloom headlines in April when Prince William and Catherine Middleton wed at Westminster Abbey.

Their wedding was one of the most-watched events of the year -- from TV to the Internet. On the streets of London, many captured royal images on their mobile devices and instantly shared them with friends.

Some of those images might never have been shared if it hadn't have been for the creator of the iPhone: Apple founder Steve Jobs, the genius who led the home computer revolution and inspired some the world's most popular mobile devices.

Jobs died of pancreatic cancer in October. His final words, according to his sister, were "Oh wow. Oh wow. Oh wow!"

Fitting words for 2011.

1405hrs
05/12/2011

I said i will not smoke much from now. But see..
Let me check how many stick i have puffed so
far... Only 2 stick left.. Shit i smoked already 8
Why must this be happening... Why....
Any ways chatting with Ramila.. Too much
to talk... Its been long.. hope she comes here
soon so that she can move on in life.

Finally i have made progress on my own song.
And i kind of like it... Hoping to put it in you
tube. First i need to master it and do the
recording. I am sure proud of myself. Ha ha..

Had tea with milk that i bought yesterday..
Its not that good as the one i make in
staff lounge. Think i need to buy powdered
milk. Lunch i had indo mee georang. 2 packet.
And after i had tea and 2 bread with it.
Think i need some thing to chew again later.
May be bread with water. Lets see when the
time comes...

Yesterday munna and i went to buy fresh
fish near our hotel. I left at 4pm bus and
reached hotel at 4.30pm. We took withdraw
money from atm and went to Deli and bought
chicken pie and spring roll. We than walked
the path to the fish market.. The journey was
long and as we went by we came across this
villa. What was special about was that this
villa was doing vegetation agricultre. It was
like when i was in malaysia where i had done
my own farm. It was so greenary and lively.
And i even had the cheeks to pick a leaf
from a lime tree. One of my usual habit of
plucking and smelling it. The very fresh of
lime. Aaahh.. Felt great..
Along the way as we walked munna and i
had a great time talking about the time in
Nepal. The year 1999 where we went for
the holiday in Nepal. As we chatted the
journey was shotter. And we arrived the
place. But there was mosque instead and
crossed the road. When we were on the
other side of the road we saw the mall. It
was blocked by the mosque and that has
caused for us to cross the road. We went
in the mall and went to the fish section and
kept checking the fish until we decided
what we wanted to buy. It was Scad fish.
After we bought the fish, we were coming
out and bus 32 just happen to arrive. We
rushed to catch the bus. Along the way
i was thinking how pack sangrila pick
up point was going to be for us to catch
the bus. And munna told me why not we
catch the bus at Traders. That was a brillant
idea and we wont have to squeeze with the
rest of the people. The people were very
packed at sangrila but munna and i was in
the comfort of our seat. That night munna
 and i cooked the steam fish. The ingrident
we used was salt and pepper spread in the
fish. After which we put in the aluminium
foil and put the rest of the ingrident. Red
carrot, garlic, ginger, chilli, olive oil and
spring onion. The cooking time was 3o
minute. We had it with rice and kept for
Kopila and i bought back 4 fish. Gave one
to Rudra, one to Mika and one to Shearlou.
After that i darnk and i think i drank too
much and i had to cook egg cause the
side dishes was not enough.

Well nows like 1554hrs and before i had
a chat with this AC technician. Offered
them tea and bread. I also watched how
they disassemble the AC unit. Maybe
one of this days i will try on the kitchen
AC. Need to make my hands more skillful.

Chatted with ramila and too much we chatted
about her job and stuff. Finally talked to mom
and she told me not to fight with my future
wife. And i asked her how to when she would
be staying with them. She could not answer and
i told her of my life and my ear. Any way i have
told her i will get married and probably next
year.I feel so relef from this and i also finished
my last stick.

Munna called me and told me i have to go for
my national ID on 7th at 5.30pm. Finally my
turn has come to make my ID... Just informed
Htin my S.L about my national ID and i will be
working in the morning. And 5.30pm heading
to making the ID...

1604hrs and listening to my own song that
i recorded in the early afternoon. Making me
feel good and i will be doing live song soon.
See if there is any more room for
improvement or changes in the lyric.