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2304 hrs..
13th December 2012

I am very tired.. a tired old man. I have come in a very
difficult position  to say any thing.. I don't know what I
will do but I know I have to so and move on. .. can't
write much ans don't want to write....

Any ways at staff lounge...

12.12.12

0137hrs
12.12.12

What I write is.... thinking thinking. Oh this is very complicating.
Than... life is complicating. That's the package of it. Dont want to
Elaborate .... ok.. here is the thing... I am drinking and I know at least
I can't be too serious. Any way I am alive and kicking.    And ostrich
is in the beginning... lets see how...

Got to go... need to play guitar....

And this is the last special year that I am experiencing...

1130 hrs
 10 December 2012

I am in my bed and trying to be creative. It's my off and
I am glad that I have the most advance phone with me.
There is no words to describe it.

Any way.. gonna study today. Knowledge is power and I
am glad I am understanding it.

Don't have much to say..

1900 hrs..

1900 hrs...

Just finished my dinner and started using B.S.. well it's
the new vibe in me. In front of me is Vijay and Sasi and
on my right is Madan.  Got to enjoy dinner.

There is nothing much to write...

Any way messaged her.. as usual no reply.

All right got to go..

7.12.12

7th December 2012 1035am
Having coffee and a cigarette after my sit up. Need to
tone down my body. Lets see how well I will tone it. Last
night went out to run outside at roadside. It was refreshing
and I slept well... Here I am at the toilet doing my morning
Business... Going work at 12pm for my OT.  Yesterday started
my OT and greasing was done for condenser and centrifugal
pumps.. well it's 1041 and I will stop here for now.

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2307 hrs

Here I am at the staff lounge... tirying day and back is hurting
a bit... Need to practice my posture so as to avoide strain or
hurt.  Time is going soon and like I say if there is work it moves
the time fast. I don't know how I have come this far but it's
Great. Last night was terrible.. smoke too much. THan can't sleep
cause tummy empty.. had to wake up and cook noodle. Which was
Terrible. Today too smoked too much. All my thought of
Quitting is going down the drain. Well got to stop here.
2314 hrs

I am back

2045 hrs...
6th December 2012

Been so long that I have written anything. Now I am
At the smoking room. Just had my dinner with my sis
and here I am. Life is moving and the year is ending
soon. 2013 coming up and the last few days is going to
to be a memorable one. Trying to look back the past of
2012 and cherish it along. Well I just finished one stick
and going for a second.. just lighted it up and all I can say
Is I hope to write more cause in my Plame I have the most
advance phone of my time. Any way.. that's it for now.
Want to enjoy my smoke