512am supper..

Sukiti..

Breakfast...

Finally 8.55km

2222hrs..

Its kind of strange as today we got tips of drm 100 from young lady from villa 3. I feel a bit of awkward.  Any way now at souk heading to office..

331hrs..

Now gonna start jog plus gym. Need to get back in shape..

For now heading to my bed to dream.

19th August 2013

337km

Prawn for today with Bandara Laxmi n Ming wi

359hrs..

Am in my bed ideling cause am still fresh and dont think I will fall asleep anytime soon. My body itchy maybe cause of the dust that came through my window or maybe I am dirty. Don't know but I am scratching all over my body. Has happen quite ofen. Caue I dont usually shower after work. Unless I go for a jog. Have not gone for my jog for a long time. This month maybe only twice. I am slacking and work worse. About sleep  maybe I am hungry buti had bread just an hour ago. On 15th Munna left for her vacation. Any way nothing much to write. Gonna post picture instead.

328am 7th August 2013

Here I am at the ground of my building smoking. Cant sleep cause slept the whole day in the day. Kind of feeling lost and depressed. So came out to free my mind. Its not helping but the humid wind is blowing me and I feel a bit relaxed. Summer might go away soon maybe cause the wind is not so bad as its supposed to be. Want some changes in my life but its not as easy as I can say. How miserable I am feeling. And I have not much words to go on to it. Any way I am gonna smoke my second. The wind is back and its smooth as I smoke away my cigarette. Cant believe... words are not easy to elobrate so is my emotion. Am confusing myself and others. Looking forward for a better later. Hoping which is not a good way of expecting life but to express oneself to betterment. But what to do my unilateral hearing makes my life misery. I know and I have accepted it but what to do I am stuck in this trap. Time and time again I try for betterment but its been a habit that I have started to hate myself but thats what in store for me. Hate the way my brain thinks and... any way I am gonna puff my third and its already 345am. Just lighted and plan for what I am going to do. First make myself a bread and butter. Eat it and shower cause my body is sticky cause of the sweat and the hot weather. As I puff away so is my life like the smoke flies away in the air cause thats the nature of everything. Just extinguished the butt and I hear the bus noise which had came from the hotel. Gonna go up my room for now.....

149am 4th of August..

How times flies and 2013 is almost over. There's still like 5 more month but cant believe 7 month just went by. And I am the same still me... lets see how life goes by. I always complain but this time I am sick of complaining and let life come by. Any ways playing candy crush and I am at stage 45 or so. Am just passing my time go by cause there is nothing coming for me. Well got nothing more to say and gonna stop here for now.

30th July 2013 2235hrs

In the bus coming from white villa Kali room. She is going for vacaton tomorrow and I will not be sending her off. How time moved so fast and I am heading for my room and probably for a drink at Tobgay room. Before he had called to tell me they were caught by housing. The sound of his sounded fake. Only way to tell is when I am there. Any way that's it.