1425hrs... 10th April 2013
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Tuesday, April 09, 2013
Monday, April 08, 2013
Am so depressed..
Dont know what to write exactly.. but in my mind I am very depressed. For a while I think. . Is it cause of where my status is? Its like I cant go below.. I mean it does not make sense at all.. don't know what I am writing at all.. funking confusing muself..
Sunday, April 07, 2013
Lighted up 2nd stick..
Just lighted 2nd and puffing away.. did a few shots.. but non of them good. This was the best of the rest.
Tomorrow one more day and off.. looking for a restful day. Been tired. And ya tomorrow long distance run. 2201hrs.
Down stair..
Here I am sitting on a step and just took this picture of mint and my coke-cigarettes. How fresh the plant looks. Just had to click it. Lovely evening and smoking away.
Dinner at white villa..
2148 hrs.. at white villa. For dinner luncheon pork, egg, daal and rice...
Tiresome after OT till 830pm.. filter bag cleaning for chill water line.. gonna go down for a smoke with a cup of pepsi..
Saturday, April 06, 2013
Friday, April 05, 2013
060413 0705am..
In the bus heading to work. Feeling fresh. Had nightmare, but cant remember the deam. Maybe I was too tired and mabey I had had not digested my dinner and went to sleep. Events like this can cause sleeping disorder and bad dreams.
Todays Saturday and 2 more day to my off. Nothing going on just work and run if possible. By now done 49km in total and need to run more for my next run...
2205hrs..
Gonna have my dinner at a restaurant. Dont know the name but its in building C2 or C3.. dont know exactly. Once the food comes, gonna take a pic and upload. Today did 8.1km and I was not feeling hungry and was just relaxing in the room ..food is here. Just took the pic.. as I was saying.. I remember I needed to install jelly bean. Called tashi and I went to his room. His I-pad was no help as only PC could do it. By than I was hungry and I ended up in this restaurant. Gonna start eating for now.....
In the bus returning room..
1803hrs.. in the bus going to room. Body is burnt cause of yesterday and a bit tired today. But nothing gonna stop me from my run. Need to take 2 sneaker before the run. Just passed the bridge and...
How time flies and there is nothing to write as I type by. Not creative at all. Music playing "waiting in the other side to cross the line".
As of work.. need to improve more for sure. Any way want to read Relative Humidity thay I saved in the morning.
Thursday, April 04, 2013
Wednesday, April 03, 2013
Ready to Yas water park..
827am and in the staff lounge waiting to 9 for the ride to Yas.. Breakfast done and now wanna go for smoke...
Got tip 20drm..
Got tip from 3048 and kind of feeling emberess... accepted it even though we could not solve the problem.. any way we got a week to settle as the guest will be going away for a break..
Tuesday, April 02, 2013
Gonna have my dinner soon...
2209hrs...
Gonna have my dinner soon or maybe later.. 3rd can almost finishing and daal heating up. Sausage and egg mix already cooked. As of my thinking, shower and remove my lense. Lets see cause flat mate might go in the shower.. let's see...... just shaked the daal cause the daal was forming in the base cause it's almost drying..
Am getting ready..
1726hrs
Getting ready for the run.. gonna carry I sneaker bar if I need it half way. Will be updating the distance later...
Having Sneaker Bar..
1620pm
Having Sneaker Bar and already had yogurt. Storing energy for the run. Experimenting for the run. Cause the previous run had sneaker and went run directly. So lets see how it goes. 1622hrs.
Took a short nap..
1549hrs and I had taken a short nap and just woke up. The feeling is great not like when I was before the nap. Body was bad and mind was worse. Maybe cause of that I was feeling bad. I dont know but maybe. Looking forward for the run even if I did it twice by today. Suppose to be healthy is it not. Still in bed and have not smoke since I woke. Will be smoking soon...
Just had my lunch
1315pm and just finished my lunch with daal vaat and aunda. Now relaxing in the room. Gonna read the 'The Love Verv' hopefully. Any way lifes a misery and it's getting worse... no more to eloberate. 4 more hours before I am on the road again. As of now need a puff...
Mopping my room...
1158pm 2nd April 2013
First time in my life have I mopped my room 7 times. First when I mopped 2 times, there was a pngent smell. Realised I was mopping wrongly. As the mop was laying in the toilet, it's been used to mop here and there. Although it was rinsed before mopped, it was not 100% clean. What happen was since it was not fully clean, the old smell was mopped in my room. Thats why it smelled. As I was soaking in the detergent, I mopped my room with the detergent twice and again mopped after removing the detergent. Thrice. Now my room as clean as new and there is no smell. From now on gonna practice this habit. 1204pm. Shift changed from morning to afternoon. The Air Con is doing it's job and has dried my room by now. Gonna switch off and open the window.... ya just did it. Rice is cooking in the cooker and coins been readied to go and be exchanged for cigarette. What to do. Can feel my stomach been uneasy as its empty. Gonna fill it with banana, got it in morning breakfast pack.....Eating the banana as I key in the sentance. Least for now my tummy wont complain. Now gonna go to the shop....
An hour to go for afternoon..
1106am and I am relaxing on my bed. Its my favourite as I will always be in it since I arrived here. Kind of bad habit and it's tough to change. Any way my cloth done by the machine and I relieved myself. Need to put the remaining in the machine. Daal is cooking, should be cooked soon. Kind of lazy day to start off. Wanna read the book but not getting the mood. One last stick left and hope I will not buy until a late time. I cant quit but am trying to lessen it. Hopefully. 11:11 am. Need to check the daal.... just checked and it's cooked. Switched off the isolater and letting it cook a bit with the remaining heat from the hot plate. Not gonna eat now cause no appetite and the rice not yet prepared. Ya my last stick gonna get it from my room..... Just lighted it and puffing. After this will try to read something for time pass..
Monday, April 01, 2013
206MB finished..
Wow how come the mobile data is consuming so fast. Activated on the 27th March and now is only 2nd April. Got like 28days more for the renewal. . Need to discipline myself to use less.... now wanna go for my 2nd stick...
In the toilet..
Doing my morning business........
Don't know what to write as I am sitting on the toilet stool or what ever it's called. Feeling relaxed as my body is releasing the overdue .......... Kind of irreating when there is a leak from the ceiling. And this leak is directly above coming from the toilet. Don't know which pipe line waste is it, but it's still disgusting.. yaaks..8.46am and I am done.
2nd April 824am
Still in bed.. don't know what to write. This picture is taken from my bed while I am still in bed. No mood to get up. Maybe 3 can of Heniken was too much.. can almost feel a bit hangover. But I know I will get up soon and make coffee and further later lunch. Big day cause today I am suppose to break record in the distance. Finger crossed. 829am.. gonna get up.
2310hrs..
I just changed the lock and home screen... been doing that so often.. any way still not had my dinner.. just opened my 3rd can of Heniken which is 500ml and very cold. Makes the swallowing easier cause I am intoxicated... Any ways.. wanna be high before I eat and fall flat asleep.