What I posted in Fb in the morning..
Sunday, March 31, 2013
1256.. lunch
There is cake and the reason was Easter.. did not realise until I asked someone.. see the food, am hungry.
1241hrs and here I am still not in the cafeteria.. cause work not yet completed and last minute in the loo doing my business. ANY way I am typing in the new app for blog offline. AND gonna try to upload once I finish the typing. Checking if it will work. AND I can feel FB wont be my first choice from now on ;-). Now gonna on my data..
1201pm..
Am in 201 and just changed the filter and checking for fresh air.. kind of hungry.. looking forward for lunch. Htin is here with me.. Now he just told me to off the AC... Today gonna go jogging and hope I can go the long distance.. just took out tissue from the arranged tissue box... Htin.. telling me the Fresh air is less.. told him due to the distance from the centre.. asked me to on the Ac and I did.. ok for now..
Thursday, March 07, 2013
7
2032hrs and its 7th March 2013..
Its a Thursday and the start of weekend for the middle
east. I am feeling sleepy cause last night slept like only
3hours. And work was tough. And ya.. had morning jog
around 5am..So basically I am worn out.
Got nothing good to write.. except I want to frequently
blog from now on..
Good night for today :-)
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
2.31am
Am in my bed.. wanna fall asleep. Just came back from
staff lounge watching real vs barca.. ended up 1-1.. work
was fine and my body is better.. except I am still smoking.
Bought red Winston in the morning and it finished and
bought lights.. Dont know when I can completely quit it..
Times 230am
Dont have much to say.. except.. Good night.
1325pm
gonna live at 2 pm bus..
My beds been made and read the Tomb of Hercules.
Dont know when I will finish reading it, but hipefully
soon I will.
Todays the 30th and one more day before February
starts. How time moves and how much I have come.
It gives me a sense of acceptance of who I am. Tonight
going to start exercising hopefully. Bodys week and
need to get back in shape.
Well guess thats it for now.
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
30.1.13
and I feel like it was such a waste. Did nothing but just
wasted the time. FB was my waste cause later I realise
who am I entertaining??? Not even 1% of...
Any way its good that now i am back to blogging. Miss
the old me. One thing its the old me but more advance than
before.
Made 2 fried egg and tea for breakfast and went to shit
at C3 cause my flat mates was in the toilet. Fuckers stuck
themselves inside for almost an hour. Dont know why
they stay there so long. But its annoying for me.
I just cant seem to part my bed. The last 2 days have been
spent on my bed...
Well chow for now.
Monday, January 21, 2013
21.1.13 Monday
It's my off and did nothing much except cleaned my
room in the morning and made lunch. Lunch is also
my dinner. Hate to cook cause its kind of not like before
where I used to enjoy cooking. Its like the kick is no
more. In the beginning it's always exciting and once
you are doing everyday, you get the lackness.Eating
Is another thing. Have to eat everyday but sometimes
get sick of eating. No choice still have to eat.
Any way so much has happen and the days have moved
so fast. Am thinking I am satisfied but I know the fire
in me says I can achieve more. I am still doing my best
to upgrade and be wiser. I have a lot of catching up to
do and I will overcome it with ease.
Any ways have to take care of my health cause I am having
high B.P cause of excessive drinking and smoking. Have
to control or else this body will give up. Too few of
times I nearly fainted on the street. I told myself I will
not fall and I made it to my room only to smoke more and
drink. I have told myself control or go insane. So as of now
I have not smoked for and hour and hopefully I will.
Times 2058 hrs and I am in my bed typing away what's
in my mind. The only thing I have is my bed. Read in bed,
sing in bed, eat in bed and all other things possibly there
Is. It's like if I did not had this bed, I don't think I would
have came this far.. ha ha.. well enough of bed.. I kind
of feel sleepy. Of course I will not sleep.. cause don't want
to waste the night waking up and doing nothing..
Well that's it for now.
Thursday, December 13, 2012
131212
13th December 2012
I am very tired.. a tired old man. I have come in a very
difficult position to say any thing.. I don't know what I
will do but I know I have to so and move on. .. can't
write much ans don't want to write....
Any ways at staff lounge...
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
12.12.12
12.12.12
What I write is.... thinking thinking. Oh this is very complicating.
Than... life is complicating. That's the package of it. Dont want to
Elaborate .... ok.. here is the thing... I am drinking and I know at least
I can't be too serious. Any way I am alive and kicking. And ostrich
is in the beginning... lets see how...
Got to go... need to play guitar....
And this is the last special year that I am experiencing...
Sunday, December 09, 2012
Friday, December 07, 2012
1900 hrs..
Just finished my dinner and started using B.S.. well it's
the new vibe in me. In front of me is Vijay and Sasi and
on my right is Madan. Got to enjoy dinner.
There is nothing much to write...
Any way messaged her.. as usual no reply.
All right got to go..
Thursday, December 06, 2012
7.12.12
Having coffee and a cigarette after my sit up. Need to
tone down my body. Lets see how well I will tone it. Last
night went out to run outside at roadside. It was refreshing
and I slept well... Here I am at the toilet doing my morning
Business... Going work at 12pm for my OT. Yesterday started
my OT and greasing was done for condenser and centrifugal
pumps.. well it's 1041 and I will stop here for now.
s
Here I am at the staff lounge... tirying day and back is hurting
a bit... Need to practice my posture so as to avoide strain or
hurt. Time is going soon and like I say if there is work it moves
the time fast. I don't know how I have come this far but it's
Great. Last night was terrible.. smoke too much. THan can't sleep
cause tummy empty.. had to wake up and cook noodle. Which was
Terrible. Today too smoked too much. All my thought of
Quitting is going down the drain. Well got to stop here.
2314 hrs
I am back
6th December 2012
Been so long that I have written anything. Now I am
At the smoking room. Just had my dinner with my sis
and here I am. Life is moving and the year is ending
soon. 2013 coming up and the last few days is going to
to be a memorable one. Trying to look back the past of
2012 and cherish it along. Well I just finished one stick
and going for a second.. just lighted it up and all I can say
Is I hope to write more cause in my Plame I have the most
advance phone of my time. Any way.. that's it for now.
Want to enjoy my smoke