Well below are some of the things that i wrote while i was relaxing my mind to share it with you(5ht to 8th January 2009). Do enjoy and smile..

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UNDERSTANDING

i always thought the world was a funny and complicated place to live in. But as i grew older the time passed along my journey i started to understand. i cant say i understood but i am understanding. The word understood can only be used when i am dead this is what i believe cause life is a journey of understanding it. But you my friend you have your own view and your say about understanding your life. Either way is correct. Its only the thoughts thats matter.

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SINCE THE DAY WE FIRST OPEN OUR EYES AND SEE THE WORLD WE ARE BORN TO FACE A LOT OF OBSTACLES. IT IS A HARSH WORLD AND AS TIME PASSES AND THE DAYS WE JOURNEY OUR LIFE. MANY DIRECTION AND MANY CHOICES WE HAVE TO FACE IN OUR LIFE. WE DONT KNOW WHERE WE ARE GOING BUT WE JUST MOVE FORWARD. MANY GOOD CHOICES, MANY BAD CHOICES WE AMKE OR ARE FORCED TO MAKE. SOME HAPPY SOME UNHAPPY OF OUR OWN CHOICES IN OUR LIFE. MANY OF TIMES WE COMPLAIN OR CHERISH OUR LIFE.. AND TO SUM IT OFF.. NOTHING IS FAIR AND EQUAL IN LIFE AND IT IS BALANCED FOR THE BETTER OF MANKIND. SO LIVE YOUR LIFE WHICH YOU THINK IS THE BEST POSSIBLE WAY FOR YOU.

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FATE

The birds i see in the cage.. How they wish for freedom..But they are captive in their owner hand.. If i can i would release them within my limit cause i dont have rights to everything..

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THE BEST THING FOR ME IS TO LEAVE SOME THINGS TO NATURE CAUSE I REALIZE THAT SOME THING CANT BE THOUGHT OR CHANGE THEM. ITS BEST I MIND MY OWN BUSINESS CAUSE OTHERS WANTS THATS TOO.

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i think i am a devil with a BIG heart. Cause devil has no heart and feelings. But for me the heart makes me unique from the rest. But i do get confused sometimes and because of this heart i am going on..

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NOW I AM AT TIMES SQUARE IN KL. AT 8TH FLOOR. SITTING IN A CORNER AND EATING CUCUMBER. FUNNY KIND OF FEELING. THINKING HOW STRANGE MY LIFE OR OUR LIFE IS LIKE. MILLIONS OF PEOPLE AROUND OR BILLIONS OF PEOPLE ALL DOING THEIR DAILY ACTIVITY. IF I LOOK FROM THE SKY THEY LOOK LIKE ANTS AND VUNARABLE. BUT THEY CARRY ON IN THEIR LIFE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. THERE IS NO STOPPING THEM. HOW STRANGE OF US. OLD DIES NEW ARE BORN. BUT TIME NEVER STOPS SO DOES OUR HEART BEAT. CONTINIOUSLY BEATING TILL THE DAY ONE SELF DIES. BUT WHEN HE/SHE DIES HE/SHE LEAVES/BRINGS THE MEMORY OF HIS/HER TIME LEAVING A LEGACY TO BE REMAMBERED. I GUESS THIS IS CALLED 'PRICELESS LIFE'. MY CUCUMBER WAS LONG FINISHED.. NOW I AM HEADING TOWARDS......

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rumors

it is not always good to hear good things about someone..sometimes it needs to hear bad things too. As long you know the other party is not having problem you just pretend listen. Cause rumors are only rumors and as long as it does not affect the other party you let them talk. Later on they will go back to their normal self and they will accept who i am. This is life and everyone has the rights to everything to say or do.. Just like you and me..So dont worry you have your life and cherish it not worry it for no reason. Cause this is my life and as long i dont go over the limit i can do whatever i want to do.. so do you

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FREEDOM IS WHAT WE WANT IN LIFE. CAUSE IT WONT BE LIFE WITHOUT IT. LIKE A BIRD THATS WONDERS IN THE SKY. IT FREE ITS MIND AND GO TO CERTAIN DESTINATION OF ITS DESIRED THROUGH ITS EYES. THE EYES THATS SEES BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN LIFE AND THE DESIRE TO CONQUER IT. ONLY A BRAVE ONE WILL SUCCEED SO CAN THE REST IF ONLY THEY TRY. CAUSE LIFE IS A NEVER ENDING JOURNEY AND THER IS NO LIMITED KNOWLEDGE WHICH WE CANT LEARN. THE KNOWLEDE WHICH WILL BE PASSED TO THE NEXT GENERATION ONLY DIFFERENCE IN time. ONE IS HAPPY WILL ENJOY IT LIFE EVEN IN THE DARK OR THE LOWEST POINT IN LIFE. IT DOES NOT NEED TO UNDERSTAND LIFE AS LONG ITS SEES LIFE IN A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE. ALL MY LIFE I WAS ONLY SEARCHING FOR ONE THING MONEY AND COULD NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I WAS LIKE THIS BUT AS TIME PASSED AND THE PEOPLE I MET AND ONE THING WHICH IS happiness WITHIN ME MADE ME UNDERSTAND LIFE.

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it is true we only live once. it is olso when we will die. Some early some late. No one is immortal and for me given a choice i would rather be mortal. i realised that to live is to enjoy every day of the daily life and to look forward for the next day. Not every day is a happy day cause how boring it will be if every day was the same things repeating. But before i end my day i will have a smile on my face and say i enjoyed every moment of it no matter what happened that day. Cause it will only make my day a miserable one for that the mentality will start to corrupt. So i wash away my bad thoughts and when the new day comes i will start a new chapter of it. I dont know when i will die dut one thing for sure i will accept it what ever way it comes. i am optimistic i will be able to share it with my love ones and my future love ones.

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SOME THINGS WE CAN AND CANT CHANGE. BUT WE KEEP TRYING EVEN IF WE CANT, THERE WILL BE OTHERS WHO WILL CONTINUE OUR OR YOURS MISSION. THIS IS ONE PROBLEM IN THE HUMAN WHERE THERE IS THE UNEQUALNESS FEELING AMONG THEMSELVES. THE ONE WORD THAT DEFINES IT 'RELIGION'. THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR SO LONG AND IT IS A NEVER ENDING SAGA. IT IS NOT REVENGE BUT BECAUSE OF RELIGION THERE ARE WAR WHICH I CANT ALSO DEFINE IT. WE PASS THE MESSAGE TO THE PEOPLE BUT I REALISED THAT ALL CANT BE TAUGHT. SO THE ONLY WAY IS TO KEEP ON PASSING THE MESSAGE OF UNITY AMONG THE DIFFERENT RELIGION. IF NOT THE WORLD WILL FALL OUT AND CHAOS WILL STRIKE.

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The world can never be a peaceful place to live in as long as we have conflict among ourselves. But the ultimateum we try to compromise. Some will success while others fail. It is only natural as to make the world a bettre place to live in i guess. i can do what i can within my power the rest i leave it to others or its fat. Cause i am only a human and i have my limit to some things and beyond that i cant. But i can only hope for the better thats all....

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LIFE... WHAT CAN I SAY... IT IS BEAUTIFUL.... IT IS UGLY... EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN PERSPECTIVE AND EXPERIENCE OF IT. EVERYONE HAS THE RIGHTS TO AGREE AND NOT TO AGREE OF THEIR LIFE. IT IS THEIR THOUGHTS AND THEY HAVE THE RIGHTS TO SAY THEIR VIEW. NO ONE CAN DENY THEIR VIEW OF IT. IF TAUGHT THE RIGHT WAY HE WILL LEAD BUT IF IT DOES NOT HE STILL LEADS. THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS HOW HE feels WHEN HE LEAD HIS LIFE. EVEN IF HE IS POOR BUT HE UNDERSTAND LIFE THAN HE IS HAPPY TO BE WHERE HE IS. BUT IF HE DOES NOT THAN HE CANT MOVE FORWARD IN HIS experience. MOST OF THE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD IS EXPERIENCING THIS AND TRYING TO FIND WHAT IS THE MISSION FOR THEM BEING IN THIS WORLD. WELL I AM STILL SEARCHING FOR THAT ANSWER ALTHOUGH I FEEL AS THOUGH I UNDERSTOOD IT, BUT THE REAL ANSWER I BELIEVE IS I WILL GET IT WHEN IT WOULD BE MY LAST BREATH. THIS IS MY PERSPECTIVE OF LIFE.

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I am where i am and never in my dream had i imagined i will be where i am. Sometimes i regret sometimes i enjoy where i am. All too confusing but this is where i have no choive but to accept who i am. And as time pass by i have accepted who and where i am. Cause it will only make my life a miserable one if i dont compromise to who i am. i will accept any kind of punishment of where i am. But i will fight to be who i am. Cause life is like a static bar always up and down. At the end of the day i will be who i really am. This is MY LIFE and i have the right to everything of who i am. This is my chosen path and i will go as long as my heart beat the drum till its stops and my journey stops. As it stops i will have a smile on my face cause this is who i really am.