well 1st June will be making my way exit from Nepal and going to
Abu Dhabi. Long sentance make it short, I am going there.......
Well kind of bored cause how much hours and minute and
not forgetting seconds are left for me to cherish my time here. It
only when i am there that i will start missing home. But a man got
to do what a man got to do. I feel half hearted and i am going on
a journey which i dont know whats it' like and have not thought of
it much cause i dont know exactly what the outcome is going to be
like. Well i Have to go and lets see the world out side asia. Middle
East here i come. Good Night.. Before i stop,, i called all the guys
my last call and the lucky guys to be here are, Harka, Nan,
Rajendra(Barns), Biray, Surya Samba, Pralhad, Sensa.. And of
course i gonna miss my family... So with a smile on my mind i will
be boarding my flight at around 20hrsplus and reaching there on the
2nd of June around 3hrs plus. So i write my last blog in Nepal
before i get out of Nepal.  So bye bye for now.

Hey 30th May and 12 more days for the inagural World Cup to be
offically opened in South Africa. Am i excited? No not really but
it is a 4 yearly competition for the countrys to participate so just
join in the mood cause this is how things works. Ha ha. Unless
there is other alternative. Well so how? Any way i dont have a
favourite team but if i have to choose the country that have
qualified than i would choose... um.. ok let me take Argrntina.
Although i dont really like them recently, where as when i was
younger i used to. I really am changing my perspective of this
kind of lame games cause this money pocketers are sucking up
the money from the commoners just to entertain the world. And
Best of all the cheque they are taking back are like so huge that
i dont think i will be able to earn my life time. I mean their monthly
cheque compared to my whole life work. So unfair. Its like a circus
which i think is pretty pair to the society where as the football is
like 80K people crammed in a single stadium and see 22 monkey
runnin for a ball. And if there is casuealty the 80K idiots which
jinx fools is going to die without any compensation. See what i mean.
Does it make any sense? Well this is just my comment thats all no
hard feelings. Well forget about that and something new.

Well nothing to say for now.

Well i will be sleeping now..

1109pm...

Uugghhh... I dont think i am that sleepy so why not waste time
writing something down. If it make sense or nonsense, i will just
try to write something. How fast time passes each and every
single day and suddenly you are like WHAT!!! Well this is reality
for every one not only those with big careers. Ya their only
advantage is that their is a bit of a bit advantage. You know what
i mean. After all everyone has a role in this world weather you are
a sinner or a saint. Time never stops and an act is always playing.
Its just part of human life. Some die early som die late, some are
lucky some jinx, some are always trying some need not. It just
part of ones life. So there is so many factor to think that some just
live life.. Well i am that fellow and i will do great things someday.
In terms of great which means what every one has been doing till
now cause the action which has happend already by others will
be great to me cause i have not experienced it yet. So for them is like
'what so great about it...." And for me is like 'Wow i am so and so.."
Than when new generation comes it will be for me 'What so great.."
Uugghhhh.. Understand what i maean. As of what i have written
a bit of it is sense and a bit of it is nonsense. See what i maen but
it is sure fun to write somrthing down. May be lets see how well it
goes later on.. Now's 1124pm and there is like 36 minute to
midnight. And Ramila just laugh ha ha and said 'How many times'
Well as the time passes so does our days of our rich lives. Most of the
time i am frustrated and so does everyone but when the time for the
lives stops that's when our priceless live stops and how much experience
is experienced in ones life. That's why they say 'Live your life like if
there is no tomorrow'. 

29th May 2010  1046pm

I am so fresh that i dont think i will be able to sleep the whole
night as i just woke up 30minute ago. I had fallen asleep from
watching television after dinner around 8pm. It was not agood
habit as this has affected my sleep at night. For the past few
month since arriving back to Nepal i have been sleeping very
late at night after mightnight. Sometimes almost when the
sun is almost rising. Its just that i am so sick back in my country
that affecting my lifestyle. I try to adjust myself but due to too
much outside of Nepal caused me to feel this way. Now i will
be going out again any moment soon and i think i will be lost
in my search for career. Its not something big as i am doing
some jobs which i think will not lead me far but just survival.
In the end i have to come back to Nepal and get lost again.
I really hate it but this is how i have to face every now and
than. I dont know how my job will lead me this time or how
i will lead my job. This is something i have been fighting
for cause i am in some shit which has made me do a bit
of this and a bit of that. Well 32 is a big age and i think its
sweet to be sweeter and am happy about it. Like my dad
used to say "Do something and Die".. I am doing something,
and the only thing is am i doing the something??? Well i
dont know if its the choices i made wrong or the lack of
seriousness that i lack. Or is it the passion that i lack. Well
32 is a very difference as i look at people around me. Maybe
maybe.. later on.. Abu Dhabi here i am going to come.
I am not so enthusiastic or am very proud that i am coming
there but i will say i made some good choices and some to
write in my resume or my life story. I am not so proud and
am not emberessed that i am starting a job that is expected
of my study case.. well let just say i made a right choice with
the help of my sis. Thanks and looking forward to the flight
as everything is cleared from the interview to the visa, insurance
and the clearance from Nepal Foreign Employment. Just
waiting for the e-ticket for the flight.
Back to where i am now, will i be able to sleep? I have to
cause no choice and i will try to. Ha ha.....

Well well its been very long after all.. May be i am getting bored or..
i dont know.. Well firstly i feel i am not improving on this blog or
what.. Ugghh.. Never mind.. Try to write somrthing rather than
nothing.. So as far as i can say i am not in good moods lately cause
too much time wasted and nothing learned i can tell. DOnt care is my
attitude which makes me sulk.

Well looking forward to some things.. ANd trying to write more..
Next time hopefully..