Tuesday, November 22, 2011

2112hrs
22nd November 2011

2nd Last month of the year and all the memory that
was made weather in good times or bad times. What
can i say about it. Looking back how i wonder i have
come so far in life and wish i could just play back
what had passed in my life. But i cant
and in memory only could i try to recall it. All i can
say is  IT WAS WORTH EVERY SECOND OF MY
LIFE AND I AM GOING TO MAKE IT EVEN
MORE MEMORABLE NEXT YEAR. Although
there is like a month more for next year its good
to express before hand. How life is worth even if i
am worthless. Its the uniqueness of me and thats
the best part of me. No one can copy me and i
guess i am the original. So what better way is to
write it in words and read it back when time tells
me to.

Tuesday is the day and i had a maggie georang and
butter with bread and sandwich form the hostel
dinner package.

Now i am trying a new song and i am stuck after
the first few lines... Its goes like...'' Kaati Ramri,
Kaati Ramri. Suhaai aahhhh koo. Maana Chornea,
Maana Chornea. Muskan dee ya ko." After this i
am stuck and cant go on as my Nepali is not
good. But i kind of like the tone and i feel good
that i composed it myself although it only around
20 second of song. I hope that i can complete this
song with meaning to it. Hopefully...

Any way work was ok and by the way i am
afternoon shift tomorrow just replacing my
colleague. Its 2 days of afternoon and as the month
is almost ending and SALARY round the corner.
Money Money,,, My hard earned moneys coming.
Looking forward to it. Hope the 5% of 11 month
comes and 5% incriment as well. Back few weeks
i had been calculating and planned some event
of the money. Lets see at the end of the month.

Time 2140hrs and how time moves so fast and
looking at the time i have not done much today.
Feeling wasted cause wisdom is time and nothing
can bring it back once it passed. I have to be more
wiser or the time will tick away and i have to
blame myself and when that happens time moves
even more faster. Which i can say stupidity will
only remain of me.

Any way nowadays i am playing SUDUKO a
game or 9 by 9 numbers on the grid. Currently
i have finished 50 of the 100 games and hope
to finish all soon. Once i start, i have to finish
it. And its makes my mentality better. And
currently i am smoking less but today i just
bought a pack and i am feeling bad about it.

I guess thats it for now and hope to write
more. Chow for now.....