0047hrs
4th December 2011

Came back 30 minute earlier from work. Gave an
escuse of 'i am sick'. Actually i wanted to drink.
Cant believe my supplier just gave me a free
bottle. Dont know but i know i am loya to him.
I always pay him in time and maybe he wants me
to be his regular customer. But i know i will try
to drink less. Any way wanted to drink alone but
this guy Albert was awake and i offored him.
And here we are drinking.

Now i really want to get married. Gonna call
my parents in a few days and start planning when
i want to get married. I know its not going to be
perfect but i want to settle down and have kids.
I need to move on on life cause its waste of
time if i just idle around. I know its not going to
be easy but i will try my best. Really want to
get married. Dont know who will this special
angel will be. But i really want to find out and
move on in life.

Now is 0117hrs and my second pack started
already.. I had promised i will not drink too much
cause i have to be prepared for the future...


0156hrs.. still drinking...
bye for now