125am
19/12/11

Just ready to sleep as i came back from work. Cant believe
i found my trasnaction of how i started to use my money
for business in Malaysia. And it was a big flop. All minus
and if only i had put in more effort. The result would have
been more better. This time i really have to put in more
effort in what ever i do or else i am gone for sure. My
only problem is i slag cause of my hearing.
Man the last 2 days was like hell and cant believe i am out
of that. And that kind of shit will come again. How do i
move from this kind of obsticles. I cant and i have to
read and think. But like all other 'off' i am not making use
of the time and this is also the cause of it. Need to cahnge
or else i loose. I have to put it to action. Have to and also 
my health. Very important..
Man i have to...