Valentine's Day and i spent the day cleaning the room
and made my lunch, which was also the dinner as well.
2226hrs
My room was too much of dust as i often open the
window for fresh air. That is the reason why the room
was full of dust. Food i cooked chicken, daal and rice.
Was not that good but it filled my tummy and i dont
have to worry for hunger. And i also downloaded a
movie, titled 'Meet Joe Black'. It a story about an old
rich in life man who is going to die and DEATH comes
to visit him before his time passes. And he has to
associate his life what ever he is doing. Death
eventually fall in loves with the old man daughter. And
its wonderfully romantised. Made my day a special
one to remember. Even Death cant help falling in
Love. So i am nothing compared to him. Ha ha..
I know there is someone who is waiting for me. Time
will heal and show me the way as the time comes by.
Speaking of today i found an old song 'Binti Cha Hai'.
Listening to it..Lovely song..wanna fall in love..
desperately..What to do.. its not time yet for me..
Cant write any more for this topic...
2242hrs..
so here i am,, smoked so little today and before this
i said its enough for today but after listening to this
song, i need to buy 2 more stick.. Whats this life
if i cant live like how i want to.. and truth,, i cant.. and
thats that..,Going down to buy..
Monday, February 13, 2012
It just turned 0000hrs and i am so fresh as i had a nap in
the late evening. I had finished the 1/3 of the wiskey
left from yesterday. Here i can feel having resporatory
problem as i try to expend my tummy. Too much
wisky and cigaret. Always the same excuse for me as
i realise this is what life ment for me. So for today did
nothing much as i wasted the day surfing and drinking.
Today's Valentine's Day and i feel happy listening to my
song 'Heey meri Gaaulae'. I have been having this thought
of whats the best to live my life since i am a unilateral
hearing impaired person. Life has been lonely for me as
i am starting to realise i am becoming more dumb as i
grow older. Which was supposed to be opposite. Since
i cant have a decent conversation i am lost in
communication and very deeply lost in my thought. How
can i change.. Its impossible.. I tried to get a hobby but
there is communication involved. Fuck.. really hate it..
But i am still in sanity and thanks to this note book i am
still ok and keeps me company. Dont know what i would
have done if it was not with me. I am thankful i am still
ok. And one of the good things that i am likely,hopefully,
positively, will do is to cut down on the cigaret and
wiskey..I have to try and must i will cause i want more
wisdom. The most important thing i would love is i
want to have afamily. This i must and i need to plan for
my vacation and..........
0012hrs and 14/02/12
the late evening. I had finished the 1/3 of the wiskey
left from yesterday. Here i can feel having resporatory
problem as i try to expend my tummy. Too much
wisky and cigaret. Always the same excuse for me as
i realise this is what life ment for me. So for today did
nothing much as i wasted the day surfing and drinking.
Today's Valentine's Day and i feel happy listening to my
song 'Heey meri Gaaulae'. I have been having this thought
of whats the best to live my life since i am a unilateral
hearing impaired person. Life has been lonely for me as
i am starting to realise i am becoming more dumb as i
grow older. Which was supposed to be opposite. Since
i cant have a decent conversation i am lost in
communication and very deeply lost in my thought. How
can i change.. Its impossible.. I tried to get a hobby but
there is communication involved. Fuck.. really hate it..
But i am still in sanity and thanks to this note book i am
still ok and keeps me company. Dont know what i would
have done if it was not with me. I am thankful i am still
ok. And one of the good things that i am likely,hopefully,
positively, will do is to cut down on the cigaret and
wiskey..I have to try and must i will cause i want more
wisdom. The most important thing i would love is i
want to have afamily. This i must and i need to plan for
my vacation and..........
0012hrs and 14/02/12
Sunday, February 12, 2012
12.02.2012
1852hrs
I had a choice of going to city to buy Beer but i took
the other option and got my self a Napolean. Whisky
which is killing me inside. Cause its hot and it burns
inside. Been having wisky too much lately and i can
feel the effect thats giving me. Its part of me which
i cant stop and which i cant live without for the time
being. Beer is good but i have to go city, city that is
too far and the return is damn long. Its cold outside
too. So got the drink on credit and the last one i got
was on the 9th and its DR60 for the 2 bottle. Too
much drinking.. By the way i had like 8 days off of
the 2 weeks. And i have like 2 more off remaining.
Today is the 6th and 2 more days. Let me recall the
off days, 2,3,6,7,10,12,13,14 and 2 more days to go.
3rd went to dubai and 10 ramila came over here.
Today Chring came over and we had lunch together.
Had chicken rice and daal.. Since the chicken was
left over and the daal.. i just need to cook rice and
have my dinner..
well i dont have the mood to write much further..
1852hrs
I had a choice of going to city to buy Beer but i took
the other option and got my self a Napolean. Whisky
which is killing me inside. Cause its hot and it burns
inside. Been having wisky too much lately and i can
feel the effect thats giving me. Its part of me which
i cant stop and which i cant live without for the time
being. Beer is good but i have to go city, city that is
too far and the return is damn long. Its cold outside
too. So got the drink on credit and the last one i got
was on the 9th and its DR60 for the 2 bottle. Too
much drinking.. By the way i had like 8 days off of
the 2 weeks. And i have like 2 more off remaining.
Today is the 6th and 2 more days. Let me recall the
off days, 2,3,6,7,10,12,13,14 and 2 more days to go.
3rd went to dubai and 10 ramila came over here.
Today Chring came over and we had lunch together.
Had chicken rice and daal.. Since the chicken was
left over and the daal.. i just need to cook rice and
have my dinner..
well i dont have the mood to write much further..
Sunday, February 05, 2012
0001 hrs
06/02/12
Feeling tired cause did jog and gym. Back to health
hopefully. Its my second day and i cant write much
as i am feeling sleepy. Any way 2 days off and need
to make use of this days. Will write about my Dubai
trip another time. And good news is that i feel better
as i am... But i know its going to be the same.....
I wont eloberate here but i really feel great as i did
not get medicine and i did gym instead and cooked
my dinner. I hope i can change from now on...
06/02/12
Feeling tired cause did jog and gym. Back to health
hopefully. Its my second day and i cant write much
as i am feeling sleepy. Any way 2 days off and need
to make use of this days. Will write about my Dubai
trip another time. And good news is that i feel better
as i am... But i know its going to be the same.....
I wont eloberate here but i really feel great as i did
not get medicine and i did gym instead and cooked
my dinner. I hope i can change from now on...
Thursday, February 02, 2012
1741hrs
02 Feb 2012
I am ready to go to Dubai, except i changed the time to
9pm bus. Am supposed to meet Harka at 12am. So no
point going too early and getting bored waiting for him.
And here i am listening to music from youtube. By the
way youtube channel are giving problems after the
management changed a new concept for their site.
Always hangs up.. I am getting sick of it but i still go
to that site.
Ok i dont have much to say.. only when i come back
from Dubai...........
02 Feb 2012
I am ready to go to Dubai, except i changed the time to
9pm bus. Am supposed to meet Harka at 12am. So no
point going too early and getting bored waiting for him.
And here i am listening to music from youtube. By the
way youtube channel are giving problems after the
management changed a new concept for their site.
Always hangs up.. I am getting sick of it but i still go
to that site.
Ok i dont have much to say.. only when i come back
from Dubai...........
Wednesday, February 01, 2012
2256hrs
010212
Just came back from my sis room after having
dinner with her. She made spicy soup with
bean taafu with saucage after which frsh veg
is mixed in the soup. I had my full and it mixed
well with the rice. Since i was also very exhausted
from work. About work, i individually serviced
the FAHU motor belt, all 18 units. Every few unit
is located at different location and i had to open
the door to the unit. But before that i had to
walk from hotel to residence E to collect the key.
After which i started from Residence A. It was a
tough work under the sun. It was not so hot like
the summer since its still winter. But it was
tough. Finally i made it like around 1:30pm. And
made may way back to the hotel for dinner. And
after i had chosen my food, DE calls me to tell
me that P&C exhaust fan was not working. So i
left my food and told Mani to look after my food.
I had gone for almost half an hour and returned.
Thankfully Mani was waiting for me at the
cafeteria with my food. I was very thankful for
kind nature. He left after a while and i thank him
again. The food was horrible, daal and fish. The
daal was almost dried and i had a terrible time
swallowing the food. Than Munna also came and
we had our food. Than around 4 when i had to
go back to the residence, cause FAHU 2, 7 had
fault status in the BMS. Sasimahal called to tell
me that we had to attend the 702 complain. I
rushed back to hotel and as the room is big we
needed a 8 foot ladder but it had been missing
for sometime. So we decided to take the 7 foot.
As we entered the room the sound that was
coming from was a chill water line noise. We
than opened the air vent from the roof but it
was no use and we changed the actuator,
catridge, strainer. But the noise kept coming.
There was only one solution left. Which was
to open the test point. Problem was, it was too
far. Our hands could not reach the point.
Even if, it was too difficult to use the
adjustable spanner.So i told him, we will
handover to the morning shift. I left work
like 7:40pm. Any way i had to put the 2 hours
of yesterday as i left early at 11pm. The
reason was i did afternoon shift yesterday and
today i am morning. Any way tomorrow and
the other day i am off. I have planned to go
Dubai to meet Ramila. So tomorrow i will be
taking shelter at Harka accommodation. The
last time i was there, 14 people were sharing
a small room. 3 stacked layer bed with 2
person on each bed. It was very cramped and
stuffy. Dont know how its going to be tomorrow.
My back hurting from the work that i did today.
Feeling tired and sleepy as well.Think i will call
it a day.
010212
Just came back from my sis room after having
dinner with her. She made spicy soup with
bean taafu with saucage after which frsh veg
is mixed in the soup. I had my full and it mixed
well with the rice. Since i was also very exhausted
from work. About work, i individually serviced
the FAHU motor belt, all 18 units. Every few unit
is located at different location and i had to open
the door to the unit. But before that i had to
walk from hotel to residence E to collect the key.
After which i started from Residence A. It was a
tough work under the sun. It was not so hot like
the summer since its still winter. But it was
tough. Finally i made it like around 1:30pm. And
made may way back to the hotel for dinner. And
after i had chosen my food, DE calls me to tell
me that P&C exhaust fan was not working. So i
left my food and told Mani to look after my food.
I had gone for almost half an hour and returned.
Thankfully Mani was waiting for me at the
cafeteria with my food. I was very thankful for
kind nature. He left after a while and i thank him
again. The food was horrible, daal and fish. The
daal was almost dried and i had a terrible time
swallowing the food. Than Munna also came and
we had our food. Than around 4 when i had to
go back to the residence, cause FAHU 2, 7 had
fault status in the BMS. Sasimahal called to tell
me that we had to attend the 702 complain. I
rushed back to hotel and as the room is big we
needed a 8 foot ladder but it had been missing
for sometime. So we decided to take the 7 foot.
As we entered the room the sound that was
coming from was a chill water line noise. We
than opened the air vent from the roof but it
was no use and we changed the actuator,
catridge, strainer. But the noise kept coming.
There was only one solution left. Which was
to open the test point. Problem was, it was too
far. Our hands could not reach the point.
Even if, it was too difficult to use the
adjustable spanner.So i told him, we will
handover to the morning shift. I left work
like 7:40pm. Any way i had to put the 2 hours
of yesterday as i left early at 11pm. The
reason was i did afternoon shift yesterday and
today i am morning. Any way tomorrow and
the other day i am off. I have planned to go
Dubai to meet Ramila. So tomorrow i will be
taking shelter at Harka accommodation. The
last time i was there, 14 people were sharing
a small room. 3 stacked layer bed with 2
person on each bed. It was very cramped and
stuffy. Dont know how its going to be tomorrow.
My back hurting from the work that i did today.
Feeling tired and sleepy as well.Think i will call
it a day.
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