Just had my heavy supper.. cauliflower, egg and rice. Been a depressing day and self esteem low. Hope by writing I will be better. I dont know but I will just write. Summer is not like summer yet as I try to recall the first time I arrived. It was very hot and humid on the 2nd or 3rd of June 2010. Comparing back than and now it's so much better. Like a perfect weather. But I dont know whats wrong with me for the past month. I am lacking and life seems totally boring. 3 years has passed and I feel like nothing have changed for me except time moved. It's like I am trapped in a box and I cant come out of it. I want to do something, but o lag after I think of my family financial problem. And my sis are not moving either except in their career, I think?? Back to me, I kind of feel my hearing is worsening. Conversion in crowded becoming worse. Some or most of the time just cant hear and just give a nod or presume to agree to what the other party is saying.... I just got a call from Narayan Shrestha who has resigned and soon going to join another hotel. Am going to go to his place for a farewell drink. Well thats it am gonna drink with him. 316hrs
