Well life is taking me and I am following it. Am fresh from my shower.. gonna smoke first. 224am.. just finished my cigarette. I have to learn how to smoke cause I just puff too fast. Need to learn how to savour the taste. Any way salary should come be the next 2 days. Service charge is 700++ and as usual I have a credit of 230. Habit never changes. Hope to fall asleep soon. Now I realise why I was feeling too tired after work. Was due to the humidity. Was very high and cause of that I was feeling tired.
Am confused and still am cause my life has not changed. I have to do something about it. But always I end up to square one. Why is it that I have to suffer like this. Frustrated I am and too tired of this nonsense.
Other than that I have found a new hobby and that is fishing. Its fun and it's a patience game. Although I did not catch any, I learned how to fish. And I am for certain am gonna catch on my next fishing.
237am.. just had my second cigarette and a pee.
I need someone that's for sure. I cant always be lonely cause of my hearing. I am sure if it does not work out at least I hould try. No harm trying. I have to...
And one more thing, need to cut down on cigarette. I have to..
Good night to me :-)
