Wednesday, April 03, 2013
Got tip 20drm..
Got tip from 3048 and kind of feeling emberess... accepted it even though we could not solve the problem.. any way we got a week to settle as the guest will be going away for a break..
1410hrs
In the bus.. goging to work. Career calls. Tomorrow outing to Yas water park. Morning watched Nepali movie. Was interesting and passed the time smoothly. Any ways time 1412hrs..
Tuesday, April 02, 2013
Gonna have my dinner soon...
2209hrs...
Gonna have my dinner soon or maybe later.. 3rd can almost finishing and daal heating up. Sausage and egg mix already cooked. As of my thinking, shower and remove my lense. Lets see cause flat mate might go in the shower.. let's see...... just shaked the daal cause the daal was forming in the base cause it's almost drying..
Am getting ready..
1726hrs
Getting ready for the run.. gonna carry I sneaker bar if I need it half way. Will be updating the distance later...
Having Sneaker Bar..
1620pm
Having Sneaker Bar and already had yogurt. Storing energy for the run. Experimenting for the run. Cause the previous run had sneaker and went run directly. So lets see how it goes. 1622hrs.
Took a short nap..
1549hrs and I had taken a short nap and just woke up. The feeling is great not like when I was before the nap. Body was bad and mind was worse. Maybe cause of that I was feeling bad. I dont know but maybe. Looking forward for the run even if I did it twice by today. Suppose to be healthy is it not. Still in bed and have not smoke since I woke. Will be smoking soon...
Just had my lunch
1315pm and just finished my lunch with daal vaat and aunda. Now relaxing in the room. Gonna read the 'The Love Verv' hopefully. Any way lifes a misery and it's getting worse... no more to eloberate. 4 more hours before I am on the road again. As of now need a puff...
Mopping my room...
1158pm 2nd April 2013
First time in my life have I mopped my room 7 times. First when I mopped 2 times, there was a pngent smell. Realised I was mopping wrongly. As the mop was laying in the toilet, it's been used to mop here and there. Although it was rinsed before mopped, it was not 100% clean. What happen was since it was not fully clean, the old smell was mopped in my room. Thats why it smelled. As I was soaking in the detergent, I mopped my room with the detergent twice and again mopped after removing the detergent. Thrice. Now my room as clean as new and there is no smell. From now on gonna practice this habit. 1204pm. Shift changed from morning to afternoon. The Air Con is doing it's job and has dried my room by now. Gonna switch off and open the window.... ya just did it. Rice is cooking in the cooker and coins been readied to go and be exchanged for cigarette. What to do. Can feel my stomach been uneasy as its empty. Gonna fill it with banana, got it in morning breakfast pack.....Eating the banana as I key in the sentance. Least for now my tummy wont complain. Now gonna go to the shop....
An hour to go for afternoon..
1106am and I am relaxing on my bed. Its my favourite as I will always be in it since I arrived here. Kind of bad habit and it's tough to change. Any way my cloth done by the machine and I relieved myself. Need to put the remaining in the machine. Daal is cooking, should be cooked soon. Kind of lazy day to start off. Wanna read the book but not getting the mood. One last stick left and hope I will not buy until a late time. I cant quit but am trying to lessen it. Hopefully. 11:11 am. Need to check the daal.... just checked and it's cooked. Switched off the isolater and letting it cook a bit with the remaining heat from the hot plate. Not gonna eat now cause no appetite and the rice not yet prepared. Ya my last stick gonna get it from my room..... Just lighted it and puffing. After this will try to read something for time pass..
Monday, April 01, 2013
206MB finished..
Wow how come the mobile data is consuming so fast. Activated on the 27th March and now is only 2nd April. Got like 28days more for the renewal. . Need to discipline myself to use less.... now wanna go for my 2nd stick...
In the toilet..
Doing my morning business........
Don't know what to write as I am sitting on the toilet stool or what ever it's called. Feeling relaxed as my body is releasing the overdue .......... Kind of irreating when there is a leak from the ceiling. And this leak is directly above coming from the toilet. Don't know which pipe line waste is it, but it's still disgusting.. yaaks..8.46am and I am done.
2nd April 824am
Still in bed.. don't know what to write. This picture is taken from my bed while I am still in bed. No mood to get up. Maybe 3 can of Heniken was too much.. can almost feel a bit hangover. But I know I will get up soon and make coffee and further later lunch. Big day cause today I am suppose to break record in the distance. Finger crossed. 829am.. gonna get up.
2310hrs..
I just changed the lock and home screen... been doing that so often.. any way still not had my dinner.. just opened my 3rd can of Heniken which is 500ml and very cold. Makes the swallowing easier cause I am intoxicated... Any ways.. wanna be high before I eat and fall flat asleep.
160 bus.
In the bus now. Before boarding the bus, was uploading some pictures. But it was so slow in uploading that I forced stop it. And just uploaded the bus stop. Not so good in uploading images. Any way will try one at a time. It's convenient for this way. Now I have reached the Abu Dhabi bus terminal. The journey like an hour more before I reach my destination. Plan for later, drink Heniken and get high for tonight. Tomorrow's off and I need the drink. As for dinner gonna cook the gizzard from the other half of the pack. Last night gizzard was more tastier than the previous cook. Gonna cook the same way tonight. By now the bus has left the terminal. Not so many passenger now, which is good cause when it's packed have to stand all the way till journey arrives. Feeling good due to the Deware that I had just now, it had made me stronger. As of my body, its better compared to when I was coming to city. Any way feel sorry for this guy whom I met him in the bus when coming. . He was expecting me to follow him. Cause he followed me to Spinney. But I was too tired and I had to follow my plan as schedule in my mind. Any way as we were heading towards electra street, told me the shops behind and I told him it's either electra or.. and he told me ok I need to head that.. and at this moment, I told ok.. ya.. l make this way and you that. Feel sorry for him, but I am too tired. I had to do what was right for me....
Ok the bus still journeying and as I look outside, dont know the street name, but I know I am far from bus terminal. Am sitting at the back facing the back and there is like 5 guys. All heading home or some were I guess... Now I have reached Mushrif Mall.. this mall opened just a few month ago. How fast byilding are made nowadays. Everything is construct and there you have it in a few month.
Any way looking forward for the Yas Water Park on the 4th, 3 more days and I am there. A bit disappointed cause I have to spent some or more cash when I am broke. Cant wait to clear Binda.. think maybe by or before 5 month. Too much frustration and too much thinking..
Any way I found a new hearing aid shop and I kind of have mixed feeling cause.. I dont really know but think its cause of the money. I am planning soon to give them a visit to see if they can help me.
Now just reached Carrefour.. and there is like 30 more minute to reach Khalifa City A. Was lost for a moment to write what? Just look outside to see if I could or have reached shiek Zayed Mosque and I have not. Instead I have reached Al Noor Hospital. I believe the mosque is nearby.. And yes it is. Just infront some distance away. Rest for a while and still I have not seen. Still not.. haaaiiii.. I am whining in my mind.. here we turn and I finally see it as I type.. the lighting not so spectacular as I imagined it would be. But I know it would have been if the time was back cause it's already 2133hrs and I believe they have cut down the effect. It cost a fortune to light up the mosque and it's good practice to follow timing. By now bus has crossed the bridge and am in the highway. I should be reaching petrolium institute soon.. maybe the name's wrong, but I will amend it once I reach and see it. Think the institue is still like far away. Now I am under ground near the golf club I think for the name.. Yes its PI the petrolium institute. I am reaching and it's rounding about the road and I am in now at the bus stop. Now its 2139hrs and the bus just lost sight of PI. As of my assumption I think hopefylly I will reach at 2200hrs. Its my assumption and hope I will assume correctly. Any way 18minute left and I just look out and it was pitch black both side. Batteey 34% and I dont have to worry about it. And the screen is full bright. I just darken the brightness cause too long using bright screen. Now I am in Golf club and it's heading the way.. 16 more minute and can't wait to drink Heniken... Any way about tomorrow 20km is my thought. Dont know if I will be.. dont care as long I surpass 10km... ya I just reach the in of Kalifa.. this is the road which I was suppose to run yesterday.. I ran the back instead.. now need to look out cause I will be running this route tomorrow. Cant see much cause of the dark and destination arriving..12 minute left. GEMS American Academy passed and I am arriving and feel good my assumption was correct and I have like 10minute.. ......... I just alighted and I have reached Kalifa City A. Now gonna post :-)
1848hrs and am in the bus heading to city. Body is damned heaty due to exhaustion. Last few days have been a tough work and exercise. Reason to go city is to get drink and main to remit. Change of plan instead tomorrow. While I was getting out of room told my self to take a sneaker bar and when I was waiting for bus realised o forgot. And had to go to shop and got 1.5dhr mini bar. Any way gonna upload a pic I took it in building...
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Cant sleep
0038am and I am still not asleep. More like fresh and this is frustrating. Later at work gonna have a tough time. Ya got an idea.. gonna go city after work instead of tomorrow. This is better than the original plan. Any way the paarea cooking and all the smell is coming in my room. Can't help it so increased the AC temperature and opened the window for circulation. Dont want to smell the smell and sleep. Ain't good for the lungs. 0042hrs and its exactly 4 minute gone and..
Any way try to sleep again...
Gonna sleep
2239hrs and gonna sleep soon. Hope I will not have a hard time sleeping like when I did the 10km run. Ok that's it for now.
Just showered
2118 31st March 2013
Just came out of the shower and using my S3. Today ran an astonishing 12km and an feeling out of the blue cause I never in my life have I ran this long distance. Kind of an achivement I am feeling. Patting myself for the distance. Any ways dinner cooked and the cloth washed by the machine. What good life I think for now. After posting this gonna have my dinner and need to read some info. Really feeling great for this blog apps ;-)
31st March 2013
Almost 3pm and I kind of like the Italic font and using that to construct my sentance. Am in level 5 waiting for my colleague to come and start the high ceiling FCU. Its best to work in a group when it comes to difficult work. After tbis gonna go for a puff...
1256.. lunch
There is cake and the reason was Easter.. did not realise until I asked someone.. see the food, am hungry.
1241hrs and here I am still not in the cafeteria.. cause work not yet completed and last minute in the loo doing my business. ANY way I am typing in the new app for blog offline. AND gonna try to upload once I finish the typing. Checking if it will work. AND I can feel FB wont be my first choice from now on ;-). Now gonna on my data..
1201pm..
Am in 201 and just changed the filter and checking for fresh air.. kind of hungry.. looking forward for lunch. Htin is here with me.. Now he just told me to off the AC... Today gonna go jogging and hope I can go the long distance.. just took out tissue from the arranged tissue box... Htin.. telling me the Fresh air is less.. told him due to the distance from the centre.. asked me to on the Ac and I did.. ok for now..
Thursday, March 07, 2013
7
2032hrs and its 7th March 2013..
Its a Thursday and the start of weekend for the middle
east. I am feeling sleepy cause last night slept like only
3hours. And work was tough. And ya.. had morning jog
around 5am..So basically I am worn out.
Got nothing good to write.. except I want to frequently
blog from now on..
Good night for today :-)
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
2.31am
227am
Am in my bed.. wanna fall asleep. Just came back from
staff lounge watching real vs barca.. ended up 1-1.. work
was fine and my body is better.. except I am still smoking.
Bought red Winston in the morning and it finished and
bought lights.. Dont know when I can completely quit it..
Times 230am
Dont have much to say.. except.. Good night.
Am in my bed.. wanna fall asleep. Just came back from
staff lounge watching real vs barca.. ended up 1-1.. work
was fine and my body is better.. except I am still smoking.
Bought red Winston in the morning and it finished and
bought lights.. Dont know when I can completely quit it..
Times 230am
Dont have much to say.. except.. Good night.
1325pm
1319hrs and I am all set except for my uniform..
gonna live at 2 pm bus..
My beds been made and read the Tomb of Hercules.
Dont know when I will finish reading it, but hipefully
soon I will.
Todays the 30th and one more day before February
starts. How time moves and how much I have come.
It gives me a sense of acceptance of who I am. Tonight
going to start exercising hopefully. Bodys week and
need to get back in shape.
Well guess thats it for now.
gonna live at 2 pm bus..
My beds been made and read the Tomb of Hercules.
Dont know when I will finish reading it, but hipefully
soon I will.
Todays the 30th and one more day before February
starts. How time moves and how much I have come.
It gives me a sense of acceptance of who I am. Tonight
going to start exercising hopefully. Bodys week and
need to get back in shape.
Well guess thats it for now.
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
30.1.13
1057 am and its a wednesday morning. 2 days of off
and I feel like it was such a waste. Did nothing but just
wasted the time. FB was my waste cause later I realise
who am I entertaining??? Not even 1% of...
Any way its good that now i am back to blogging. Miss
the old me. One thing its the old me but more advance than
before.
Made 2 fried egg and tea for breakfast and went to shit
at C3 cause my flat mates was in the toilet. Fuckers stuck
themselves inside for almost an hour. Dont know why
they stay there so long. But its annoying for me.
I just cant seem to part my bed. The last 2 days have been
spent on my bed...
Well chow for now.
and I feel like it was such a waste. Did nothing but just
wasted the time. FB was my waste cause later I realise
who am I entertaining??? Not even 1% of...
Any way its good that now i am back to blogging. Miss
the old me. One thing its the old me but more advance than
before.
Made 2 fried egg and tea for breakfast and went to shit
at C3 cause my flat mates was in the toilet. Fuckers stuck
themselves inside for almost an hour. Dont know why
they stay there so long. But its annoying for me.
I just cant seem to part my bed. The last 2 days have been
spent on my bed...
Well chow for now.
Monday, January 21, 2013
21.1.13 Monday
2043 hrs and it's 21st January 2013
It's my off and did nothing much except cleaned my
room in the morning and made lunch. Lunch is also
my dinner. Hate to cook cause its kind of not like before
where I used to enjoy cooking. Its like the kick is no
more. In the beginning it's always exciting and once
you are doing everyday, you get the lackness.Eating
Is another thing. Have to eat everyday but sometimes
get sick of eating. No choice still have to eat.
Any way so much has happen and the days have moved
so fast. Am thinking I am satisfied but I know the fire
in me says I can achieve more. I am still doing my best
to upgrade and be wiser. I have a lot of catching up to
do and I will overcome it with ease.
Any ways have to take care of my health cause I am having
high B.P cause of excessive drinking and smoking. Have
to control or else this body will give up. Too few of
times I nearly fainted on the street. I told myself I will
not fall and I made it to my room only to smoke more and
drink. I have told myself control or go insane. So as of now
I have not smoked for and hour and hopefully I will.
Times 2058 hrs and I am in my bed typing away what's
in my mind. The only thing I have is my bed. Read in bed,
sing in bed, eat in bed and all other things possibly there
Is. It's like if I did not had this bed, I don't think I would
have came this far.. ha ha.. well enough of bed.. I kind
of feel sleepy. Of course I will not sleep.. cause don't want
to waste the night waking up and doing nothing..
Well that's it for now.
It's my off and did nothing much except cleaned my
room in the morning and made lunch. Lunch is also
my dinner. Hate to cook cause its kind of not like before
where I used to enjoy cooking. Its like the kick is no
more. In the beginning it's always exciting and once
you are doing everyday, you get the lackness.Eating
Is another thing. Have to eat everyday but sometimes
get sick of eating. No choice still have to eat.
Any way so much has happen and the days have moved
so fast. Am thinking I am satisfied but I know the fire
in me says I can achieve more. I am still doing my best
to upgrade and be wiser. I have a lot of catching up to
do and I will overcome it with ease.
Any ways have to take care of my health cause I am having
high B.P cause of excessive drinking and smoking. Have
to control or else this body will give up. Too few of
times I nearly fainted on the street. I told myself I will
not fall and I made it to my room only to smoke more and
drink. I have told myself control or go insane. So as of now
I have not smoked for and hour and hopefully I will.
Times 2058 hrs and I am in my bed typing away what's
in my mind. The only thing I have is my bed. Read in bed,
sing in bed, eat in bed and all other things possibly there
Is. It's like if I did not had this bed, I don't think I would
have came this far.. ha ha.. well enough of bed.. I kind
of feel sleepy. Of course I will not sleep.. cause don't want
to waste the night waking up and doing nothing..
Well that's it for now.
Thursday, December 13, 2012
131212
2304 hrs..
13th December 2012
I am very tired.. a tired old man. I have come in a very
difficult position to say any thing.. I don't know what I
will do but I know I have to so and move on. .. can't
write much ans don't want to write....
Any ways at staff lounge...
13th December 2012
I am very tired.. a tired old man. I have come in a very
difficult position to say any thing.. I don't know what I
will do but I know I have to so and move on. .. can't
write much ans don't want to write....
Any ways at staff lounge...
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
12.12.12
0137hrs
12.12.12
What I write is.... thinking thinking. Oh this is very complicating.
Than... life is complicating. That's the package of it. Dont want to
Elaborate .... ok.. here is the thing... I am drinking and I know at least
I can't be too serious. Any way I am alive and kicking. And ostrich
is in the beginning... lets see how...
Got to go... need to play guitar....
And this is the last special year that I am experiencing...
12.12.12
What I write is.... thinking thinking. Oh this is very complicating.
Than... life is complicating. That's the package of it. Dont want to
Elaborate .... ok.. here is the thing... I am drinking and I know at least
I can't be too serious. Any way I am alive and kicking. And ostrich
is in the beginning... lets see how...
Got to go... need to play guitar....
And this is the last special year that I am experiencing...
Sunday, December 09, 2012
Friday, December 07, 2012
1900 hrs..
1900 hrs...
Just finished my dinner and started using B.S.. well it's
the new vibe in me. In front of me is Vijay and Sasi and
on my right is Madan. Got to enjoy dinner.
There is nothing much to write...
Any way messaged her.. as usual no reply.
All right got to go..
Just finished my dinner and started using B.S.. well it's
the new vibe in me. In front of me is Vijay and Sasi and
on my right is Madan. Got to enjoy dinner.
There is nothing much to write...
Any way messaged her.. as usual no reply.
All right got to go..
Thursday, December 06, 2012
7.12.12
7th December 2012 1035am
Having coffee and a cigarette after my sit up. Need to
tone down my body. Lets see how well I will tone it. Last
night went out to run outside at roadside. It was refreshing
and I slept well... Here I am at the toilet doing my morning
Business... Going work at 12pm for my OT. Yesterday started
my OT and greasing was done for condenser and centrifugal
pumps.. well it's 1041 and I will stop here for now.
Having coffee and a cigarette after my sit up. Need to
tone down my body. Lets see how well I will tone it. Last
night went out to run outside at roadside. It was refreshing
and I slept well... Here I am at the toilet doing my morning
Business... Going work at 12pm for my OT. Yesterday started
my OT and greasing was done for condenser and centrifugal
pumps.. well it's 1041 and I will stop here for now.
s
2307 hrs
Here I am at the staff lounge... tirying day and back is hurting
a bit... Need to practice my posture so as to avoide strain or
hurt. Time is going soon and like I say if there is work it moves
the time fast. I don't know how I have come this far but it's
Great. Last night was terrible.. smoke too much. THan can't sleep
cause tummy empty.. had to wake up and cook noodle. Which was
Terrible. Today too smoked too much. All my thought of
Quitting is going down the drain. Well got to stop here.
2314 hrs
Here I am at the staff lounge... tirying day and back is hurting
a bit... Need to practice my posture so as to avoide strain or
hurt. Time is going soon and like I say if there is work it moves
the time fast. I don't know how I have come this far but it's
Great. Last night was terrible.. smoke too much. THan can't sleep
cause tummy empty.. had to wake up and cook noodle. Which was
Terrible. Today too smoked too much. All my thought of
Quitting is going down the drain. Well got to stop here.
2314 hrs
I am back
2045 hrs...
6th December 2012
Been so long that I have written anything. Now I am
At the smoking room. Just had my dinner with my sis
and here I am. Life is moving and the year is ending
soon. 2013 coming up and the last few days is going to
to be a memorable one. Trying to look back the past of
2012 and cherish it along. Well I just finished one stick
and going for a second.. just lighted it up and all I can say
Is I hope to write more cause in my Plame I have the most
advance phone of my time. Any way.. that's it for now.
Want to enjoy my smoke
6th December 2012
Been so long that I have written anything. Now I am
At the smoking room. Just had my dinner with my sis
and here I am. Life is moving and the year is ending
soon. 2013 coming up and the last few days is going to
to be a memorable one. Trying to look back the past of
2012 and cherish it along. Well I just finished one stick
and going for a second.. just lighted it up and all I can say
Is I hope to write more cause in my Plame I have the most
advance phone of my time. Any way.. that's it for now.
Want to enjoy my smoke
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
0057 hrs...
21st November 2012
Here I am at my sis place at White villa surfing.
Kali.. asleep and I am just typing away at blog
with my S3. Nothings changed except I have
A advance technology with me. Or maybe I was
outdated. Dont know...
Any way I cant write much as I am having
difficulty typing.. next time I will try..
21st November 2012
Here I am at my sis place at White villa surfing.
Kali.. asleep and I am just typing away at blog
with my S3. Nothings changed except I have
A advance technology with me. Or maybe I was
outdated. Dont know...
Any way I cant write much as I am having
difficulty typing.. next time I will try..
Friday, November 02, 2012
Friday, October 19, 2012
243am
20th October 2012
Could not sleep and decided to come to staff lounge to
surf before i go back and try to sleep. Now i am sniffing
cause i am getting better from the flu and fever. Was in
a bad shape the last 2 days and it was here at the staff
lounge where it all started. Can clearly remember when
that day i had parata and chicken curry at one of the
shop. And i had came here to surf. And it was here
where i had my first sneeze and the beginning of my
sickness. Now for sure i am getting better and by
tomorrow i will be starting doing Gym. Need to be fit
for my body.
24th the 'Dashain' and we will be having a small get
together. As this year my Uncle, my dad elder brother
passed away and as a sign of respect we dont celebrate.
So its going to be gathering with my sis only. Ramila is
coming over as there is 3 days of public holiday cause
of the Muslim festivity.
Listening to 'Binti Cha Hai'... Keeping company while
i am typing away.
Thinking of getting a new phone. 'Samsung' Galaxy S
DOUS. The junior of S3. The right size for my pocket
and the right application. And best of all the right PRICE.
Hopefully its on the market this festive season. Cause
the last time when my sis went to get for me S3 during
the "Ramadan" period, it was unavailable and after that
i concentrated on Bindmaya loan. Any way the price
was not right and to top it up, monthly charges. And
worse of all 4.8 inch screen. Too big for my pocket.
Would have been damaged by now, if i had it. Cause
my work is a bit rough and tough. Would have been
tough protecting it and doing my work. "DOUS"
hopefully you are the one i am yearning for.
Now is 301am and i feel still fresh and have no
intention to go back. Guess i have to stay a bit longer.
Cause i dont want to be in bed tossing and turning
trying to sleep. In between lost in my imaginary world
which i cant control. Just makes me crazy as its out
of control.
Today is Saturday and i am getting lost in words and
i need to be creative and come out with something.
Aah.. This wind breaker that i am wearing was bought
at "Carrefour" Abu Dhabi and it costed AED 20 or so
a year ago or more.It has gone and experience a lot
from my body. I had used it to keep me warm form the
cold and also used it to make me sweat when i went
jogging to keep fit. And there is one particularly event
where at the back side it is torn due to protection from
the barb wire at "Dharan". It was in early July when i
had gone Nepal for my vacation. When it was time to
return back to Kathmandu, i was with my cousin and
soltinee. It was early in the morning like 3am ( I just
went to the toilet and switch on the Air Con) and we
had arrived at Buddha Chowk to catch the bus
heading to KAthmandu. As we had just arrived and
there was a sudden Thunder and after which all the
street lamp was gone and it was totally dark except
the moon. As of the moment i thought to myself, i
should take the time to urinate. Since it was dark,
i made my move without informing my cousin. I
made 2 step and i looked at the right and felt that i
should turn right as the sight was totally dark and i
thought it will lead me somewhere. But i was wrong,
as my next step did not land at anywhere and i could
feel i was falling and the next was, i had fell hard on the
ground. Lucky as hell, cause i had landed on my right
side of my body cause my left hand was still healing
from the fracture i had while playing football.I
frantically got up realizing i was not hurt due to the
soft ground caused by the rain.It was dark and i could
not see clearly and i was panicked and i used my hand
to see if i could climb back up the place that i had
fallen. Only now that i realized i had fallen almost
1.5meter or more.And there was no way i could climb
back up. My left hand still not fully recovered and my
right was a bit weak from the fall. Fucking dark and my
mind going crazy but i did not scream for Help even
thought my cousin and the rest was just a few meter
away. So i used my both hands sense to feel the wall
and moved forward. I realised that it was a fence and
maybe after 4 or more step i realised that i came to a
gate. Even though it was real dark, my hand was my
eye. It somehow found the handle of the fence door
and unlocked it. At this moment, i was very miserable
and as quick as i can i climbed up the stair. And at this
moment, my wind breaker was caught on the barb wire.
Since i was haistely rushing out, i did not care and i
forced my body out letting my wind breaker to get
stuck and get torn. And this is the story how my Wind
Breaker is torn on the back of it. Once out and some
where near my cousins i realised how fucking lucky i
was cause that place i had fallen was a house and
luckily there was no DOG. Well that night is one night
i will never forget in my life. After that along the
journey, my chicken that my sis-in-law had sent
escaped and luckily someone helped me catch it and
i paid him NR50.
This is about it, i will write next time when i have the
time and mood. Its not so easy to write something, the
timing has to be perfect..347am Good night....
20th October 2012
Could not sleep and decided to come to staff lounge to
surf before i go back and try to sleep. Now i am sniffing
cause i am getting better from the flu and fever. Was in
a bad shape the last 2 days and it was here at the staff
lounge where it all started. Can clearly remember when
that day i had parata and chicken curry at one of the
shop. And i had came here to surf. And it was here
where i had my first sneeze and the beginning of my
sickness. Now for sure i am getting better and by
tomorrow i will be starting doing Gym. Need to be fit
for my body.
24th the 'Dashain' and we will be having a small get
together. As this year my Uncle, my dad elder brother
passed away and as a sign of respect we dont celebrate.
So its going to be gathering with my sis only. Ramila is
coming over as there is 3 days of public holiday cause
of the Muslim festivity.
Listening to 'Binti Cha Hai'... Keeping company while
i am typing away.
Thinking of getting a new phone. 'Samsung' Galaxy S
DOUS. The junior of S3. The right size for my pocket
and the right application. And best of all the right PRICE.
Hopefully its on the market this festive season. Cause
the last time when my sis went to get for me S3 during
the "Ramadan" period, it was unavailable and after that
i concentrated on Bindmaya loan. Any way the price
was not right and to top it up, monthly charges. And
worse of all 4.8 inch screen. Too big for my pocket.
Would have been damaged by now, if i had it. Cause
my work is a bit rough and tough. Would have been
tough protecting it and doing my work. "DOUS"
hopefully you are the one i am yearning for.
Now is 301am and i feel still fresh and have no
intention to go back. Guess i have to stay a bit longer.
Cause i dont want to be in bed tossing and turning
trying to sleep. In between lost in my imaginary world
which i cant control. Just makes me crazy as its out
of control.
Today is Saturday and i am getting lost in words and
i need to be creative and come out with something.
Aah.. This wind breaker that i am wearing was bought
at "Carrefour" Abu Dhabi and it costed AED 20 or so
a year ago or more.It has gone and experience a lot
from my body. I had used it to keep me warm form the
cold and also used it to make me sweat when i went
jogging to keep fit. And there is one particularly event
where at the back side it is torn due to protection from
the barb wire at "Dharan". It was in early July when i
had gone Nepal for my vacation. When it was time to
return back to Kathmandu, i was with my cousin and
soltinee. It was early in the morning like 3am ( I just
went to the toilet and switch on the Air Con) and we
had arrived at Buddha Chowk to catch the bus
heading to KAthmandu. As we had just arrived and
there was a sudden Thunder and after which all the
street lamp was gone and it was totally dark except
the moon. As of the moment i thought to myself, i
should take the time to urinate. Since it was dark,
i made my move without informing my cousin. I
made 2 step and i looked at the right and felt that i
should turn right as the sight was totally dark and i
thought it will lead me somewhere. But i was wrong,
as my next step did not land at anywhere and i could
feel i was falling and the next was, i had fell hard on the
ground. Lucky as hell, cause i had landed on my right
side of my body cause my left hand was still healing
from the fracture i had while playing football.I
frantically got up realizing i was not hurt due to the
soft ground caused by the rain.It was dark and i could
not see clearly and i was panicked and i used my hand
to see if i could climb back up the place that i had
fallen. Only now that i realized i had fallen almost
1.5meter or more.And there was no way i could climb
back up. My left hand still not fully recovered and my
right was a bit weak from the fall. Fucking dark and my
mind going crazy but i did not scream for Help even
thought my cousin and the rest was just a few meter
away. So i used my both hands sense to feel the wall
and moved forward. I realised that it was a fence and
maybe after 4 or more step i realised that i came to a
gate. Even though it was real dark, my hand was my
eye. It somehow found the handle of the fence door
and unlocked it. At this moment, i was very miserable
and as quick as i can i climbed up the stair. And at this
moment, my wind breaker was caught on the barb wire.
Since i was haistely rushing out, i did not care and i
forced my body out letting my wind breaker to get
stuck and get torn. And this is the story how my Wind
Breaker is torn on the back of it. Once out and some
where near my cousins i realised how fucking lucky i
was cause that place i had fallen was a house and
luckily there was no DOG. Well that night is one night
i will never forget in my life. After that along the
journey, my chicken that my sis-in-law had sent
escaped and luckily someone helped me catch it and
i paid him NR50.
This is about it, i will write next time when i have the
time and mood. Its not so easy to write something, the
timing has to be perfect..347am Good night....
Tuesday, October 09, 2012
824pm
9th October 2012
Was my off and here i am at the staff lounge.
The day went smoothly as i had actually
wanted to get liquor for today. But something
unexpected happen yesterday and today i had
my day going smoothly. Had been reading
Persimmon Tree novel and it gets even more
better reading it. I have finished almost 3/5 of the
book and i enjoy every bit of it. Now since i
dont know what Persimmon is. i am checking it
at facebook. Now i know its a fruit, i have
eaten it before and the outer skin is a bit tough.
Other than that i am surfing Facebook too.
Well for the day i had cooked myself lunch,
and its meant to be dinner also. I cooked
chicken, daal and rice. As of the chicke, i had
cut it last week when i had 2 days off but not
cooked. On that day i had bought the
chicken and defrosted and went to the city
to get 2 royal stag. As i had boarded the bus,
i met Santosh and we had our simple chat and
he recommended LOCAL Chicken. Told me
he knew the place to get and i had to change
my plan. There i got myself a whole and another
change of plan. Instead i got a different wiskey
which was more better in quality. Cost me
AED69. Thats why i have the chicken chopped
up last week and cooked today. Any way
about the wiskey, it was sure damn good and
it did not affected my head. Not like the
cheap wiskey that gave bad day to start with.
Really enjoyed it, even after 8 hours i was
still high from the drinking and best part of it
no 'HEADACHE'. Going to have the food
later on as i can feel i am almost hungry now.
By the way i also found out the name of the
fruit that i used to pluck and ate it as a kid in
Singapore. The fruit is cherry red when ripe
and hairy like hair sticking out. Its like the
size of an DATES and its name is 'Persian
Mulberry'. I had ate it so many times not
knowing the name, only by appeareance. Its
kind of good to have found its name.
Times 855pm and still surfing....
Well gonna go off.. wanna get cigarette and
watch movei.
9th October 2012
Was my off and here i am at the staff lounge.
The day went smoothly as i had actually
wanted to get liquor for today. But something
unexpected happen yesterday and today i had
my day going smoothly. Had been reading
Persimmon Tree novel and it gets even more
better reading it. I have finished almost 3/5 of the
book and i enjoy every bit of it. Now since i
dont know what Persimmon is. i am checking it
at facebook. Now i know its a fruit, i have
eaten it before and the outer skin is a bit tough.
Other than that i am surfing Facebook too.
Well for the day i had cooked myself lunch,
and its meant to be dinner also. I cooked
chicken, daal and rice. As of the chicke, i had
cut it last week when i had 2 days off but not
cooked. On that day i had bought the
chicken and defrosted and went to the city
to get 2 royal stag. As i had boarded the bus,
i met Santosh and we had our simple chat and
he recommended LOCAL Chicken. Told me
he knew the place to get and i had to change
my plan. There i got myself a whole and another
change of plan. Instead i got a different wiskey
which was more better in quality. Cost me
AED69. Thats why i have the chicken chopped
up last week and cooked today. Any way
about the wiskey, it was sure damn good and
it did not affected my head. Not like the
cheap wiskey that gave bad day to start with.
Really enjoyed it, even after 8 hours i was
still high from the drinking and best part of it
no 'HEADACHE'. Going to have the food
later on as i can feel i am almost hungry now.
By the way i also found out the name of the
fruit that i used to pluck and ate it as a kid in
Singapore. The fruit is cherry red when ripe
and hairy like hair sticking out. Its like the
size of an DATES and its name is 'Persian
Mulberry'. I had ate it so many times not
knowing the name, only by appeareance. Its
kind of good to have found its name.
Times 855pm and still surfing....
Well gonna go off.. wanna get cigarette and
watch movei.
Sunday, October 07, 2012
142am
8th October 2012
Listening to the song 'Binti cha hai' from youtube.
Got the title while i was checking out blogspot..
It was on the Feb 14th 2011 when i had heard
of it the last time. Enjoying the past what i had
been through. This blog is like a diary and i can
read wherever around the world. I only need is
the address.
Well other than that life is going on nothing
changed and the ups and downs its a whats
comes around goes around.
Prior than that i am reading books and its a
good company for me.
Dont know what else i should put in...
But i guess life goes on...
8th October 2012
Listening to the song 'Binti cha hai' from youtube.
Got the title while i was checking out blogspot..
It was on the Feb 14th 2011 when i had heard
of it the last time. Enjoying the past what i had
been through. This blog is like a diary and i can
read wherever around the world. I only need is
the address.
Well other than that life is going on nothing
changed and the ups and downs its a whats
comes around goes around.
Prior than that i am reading books and its a
good company for me.
Dont know what else i should put in...
But i guess life goes on...
Tuesday, October 02, 2012
2nd October 2012,
940pm
At my sis room, surfing the net. Had came from city
around 8pm. Been so long that i have blogged. Cant
believe so much has happened after my vacation. The
first few week i was spending playing Poker in Face
Book and after which i started reading novels. It happen
when i and my sis was in the city checking out at
Borders book store and all my memory of Malaysia
flashed back and i bought 3 books to start with. By now
i have like read almost 5 books in this span of my time.
Cant believe i could have read. But its the truth, every
night after work at night after my run and gym, i spend
time reading till it was like 5,6 am. Its gets even more
interesting as i read on.
Well other than that, been working afternoon shift since
i came back. Other than that i am ok with everything.
Thats it for now.
Monday, August 20, 2012
910am
21st August 2012
Ramadan is over and its back to normal shift. I am off
today and will be going to the city to remit. I feel a bit
weak maybe of the 2 stick of cigarette. Have not drank
for the last 13 days. Planning to get myself some drink
for today. Need some of it after such a long time.
Other than that.. what can i say.. think i will look around
for some books to spend the time to read.
well thats it for now.
21st August 2012
Ramadan is over and its back to normal shift. I am off
today and will be going to the city to remit. I feel a bit
weak maybe of the 2 stick of cigarette. Have not drank
for the last 13 days. Planning to get myself some drink
for today. Need some of it after such a long time.
Other than that.. what can i say.. think i will look around
for some books to spend the time to read.
well thats it for now.
Wednesday, August 08, 2012
8th August 2012
1056am
here i am at my sis hostel, playing games in FB.
Well this is occupying my time for the one week
since i came back form my vacation from Nepal.
Work is at 3pm and i have plenty of time to waste
before i head for work. For now i am busy with
games..
Last night i finished the drink which i bought from
the Duty Free shop in the airport on the 31st of
July. The item that i had bought was ABSOLUTE
vodka, red wine and cigarette. Well now its finished
except for the cigarette. I hope to not drink and stop
smoking after some time to recover my body to
healthy state. Cause my vacation was too much of
drinking.. I hope to fully comply what i have written.
Thats all for now..
1056am
here i am at my sis hostel, playing games in FB.
Well this is occupying my time for the one week
since i came back form my vacation from Nepal.
Work is at 3pm and i have plenty of time to waste
before i head for work. For now i am busy with
games..
Last night i finished the drink which i bought from
the Duty Free shop in the airport on the 31st of
July. The item that i had bought was ABSOLUTE
vodka, red wine and cigarette. Well now its finished
except for the cigarette. I hope to not drink and stop
smoking after some time to recover my body to
healthy state. Cause my vacation was too much of
drinking.. I hope to fully comply what i have written.
Thats all for now..
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Saturday, June 02, 2012
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
1851 hrs
23rd May 2012
my second day of sick leave.. many things have happened and i just
dont have the time to write due to lack of internet connection.
On 21 i had a heavy crash while playing soccer and i fractured my
left shoulder and because of that i am having sick leave. tomorrow
having an appointment with the doctor and might have sick leave
more cause its a fracture and the healing time takes long.. Cant do
nothing about it but wait for it to heal fully.. Before that been doing
gym and running for like 3 month plus.. now cause of the fracture,
again gaining weight. . All the sweat.. huh such wasted.. Vacation
just round the corner and all my plans seems like just wasting..
but i am hopeful.. hopefully,,
Next time...
23rd May 2012
my second day of sick leave.. many things have happened and i just
dont have the time to write due to lack of internet connection.
On 21 i had a heavy crash while playing soccer and i fractured my
left shoulder and because of that i am having sick leave. tomorrow
having an appointment with the doctor and might have sick leave
more cause its a fracture and the healing time takes long.. Cant do
nothing about it but wait for it to heal fully.. Before that been doing
gym and running for like 3 month plus.. now cause of the fracture,
again gaining weight. . All the sweat.. huh such wasted.. Vacation
just round the corner and all my plans seems like just wasting..
but i am hopeful.. hopefully,,
Next time...
Thursday, March 15, 2012
0137pm
15th March 2012
there is like 23 minute before i head down to take my bus to work. So for
the mean time might as well write down something before i leave this
room. Very fresh from the early morning as i had a breakfast of coffee
with milk and bread bun. But i smoked like almost 6 stick from the morning.
Think i have shitted like 3 times this morning.. Dont know if thats good
or bad. I am feeling alright though.
Any way i have already applied for my vacation from 2nd July till 31 July.
Commencing work on the 1st of August. Lets see how the vacation
goes and lets see how much i can save till my vacation for my expense.
And also i have started gym and i need to be ready for my vacation.
Hope i will put in extra effort to be ready for the vacation. There is a lot
to do this vacation.
Summer is starting as i can feel the oven feeling when i went down just
now. How winter came and went and now the heat of summer going to
take its toll of our lives. Its good at least there is 2 season if not how
anyone would survive in such heat in one seasons.
Got to get ready as the time is 0147pm. Need to brush my teeth and
smoke before i head down.......
15th March 2012
there is like 23 minute before i head down to take my bus to work. So for
the mean time might as well write down something before i leave this
room. Very fresh from the early morning as i had a breakfast of coffee
with milk and bread bun. But i smoked like almost 6 stick from the morning.
Think i have shitted like 3 times this morning.. Dont know if thats good
or bad. I am feeling alright though.
Any way i have already applied for my vacation from 2nd July till 31 July.
Commencing work on the 1st of August. Lets see how the vacation
goes and lets see how much i can save till my vacation for my expense.
And also i have started gym and i need to be ready for my vacation.
Hope i will put in extra effort to be ready for the vacation. There is a lot
to do this vacation.
Summer is starting as i can feel the oven feeling when i went down just
now. How winter came and went and now the heat of summer going to
take its toll of our lives. Its good at least there is 2 season if not how
anyone would survive in such heat in one seasons.
Got to get ready as the time is 0147pm. Need to brush my teeth and
smoke before i head down.......
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Just had my supper, which was Bryani with Chicken curry. And an orange.
Too full as i can feel my tummy trying to expand. Ya i did smoked a stick
too. Had bought the food from the cafeteria as i dont want to cook so late
at night. And the important part is I WENT GYM.. Ya i did and i did like
jog for 27 minute and 3.4 Km. I guess its one of my personal best time.
Cause before i did run like only 15 minute. As from now on gonna jog
longer cause its burns the fats and gain my stamina. And also its good
my mass will not gain from the pumping. 0246hrs and its a very fresh
14th March 2012. Waiting to shower cause as for now need to digest
the food that i had. I know my body will ache since todays my first
workout and i have strained some of my muscle. The pain will not come
now but after i wake up. Lets see how bad it will be.
New life new mission is all i can say and its all in my mind the Brain.
So. guess its all that for now.. wanna shower..
Too full as i can feel my tummy trying to expand. Ya i did smoked a stick
too. Had bought the food from the cafeteria as i dont want to cook so late
at night. And the important part is I WENT GYM.. Ya i did and i did like
jog for 27 minute and 3.4 Km. I guess its one of my personal best time.
Cause before i did run like only 15 minute. As from now on gonna jog
longer cause its burns the fats and gain my stamina. And also its good
my mass will not gain from the pumping. 0246hrs and its a very fresh
14th March 2012. Waiting to shower cause as for now need to digest
the food that i had. I know my body will ache since todays my first
workout and i have strained some of my muscle. The pain will not come
now but after i wake up. Lets see how bad it will be.
New life new mission is all i can say and its all in my mind the Brain.
So. guess its all that for now.. wanna shower..
Sunday, March 11, 2012
0435hrs and a very fresh 12th March 2012. How time have
moved or rather shall i say, i have come so far in this ever
moving world called life of a human. How does it sounds.
Well frankly saying, its sounds good and i have just bought
my guitar from my room. I am in the kitchen now and am
listening to rod stewart "I dont wanna talk about it". Nice
song to start the day with. I had made myself tea with milk.
The open tea is such a hassel as the strainer is not good to
remove the diluted tea as the holes is bigger and i could not
remove fully the tea. I had a bit of rice and fried chicken
that my flat mate had left from yesterday.
Just played my own lyric and composition of 'Kaati Ramri'.
One of the sudden songs that i composed. Makes me real
good to play that songs. More will come later on.
Last night had 5 bottle of mini beer and it was just fine for
me as i am really fresh from it. Not like the wisky thats
gives me headache cause i over dose drink it. Ha ha.
Last month from 24 and 25 i had to spent the night at
C5-304-3 and 26 to 29 and 1and 2 march i spent the night
at Al Jaber Villa No 57 room 7. As my room mate Rudhra
wife was here and this is the reason for my...
Below is what i wrote in microsoft words in Som room.
Am back..Feeling refreshing after removing the....
0500hrs.. Times moving real fast and its a good thing i am
enjoying the company along with it usefully. On the 9th
cut my hair. Cutting my hair i this time cut only the side and
back and left the front and top long. Looking good as i
dont have to worry about my small head.
Just light up my 2nd cigaret. Speaking of it, i dont have much
to say about it. Just wanna enjoy it for now.
On 17th Feb went Dubai and came back with a fine and on the
7th March went to collect my card. Waste of my money...
Think today i going to spring clean my room and the kitchen
and my room. Not now but later as my room mate still sleeping.
By the way my right elbow is doing fine after i took some pills
that the doctor from the hotel perscribed me. Its amazing how
it works as i have been suffering the pain for the last 4 to 5
month. Just amazing. I took it for 2 days, one each day and i
had the comfort of normality. But once i stopped i can feel
the pain coming slightly. As of now still little pain. Lets see
how it goes today.
Just played 'Paari Ko Kanchi laai'. Did not really played that
well as i have not touched the guitar for soo long. But it still
sounded good for me.
Just cleaned the pan and set the daal to cook. Think after this
i want to clean the kitchen.. Not good to surf the internet too
long..0524hrs...
0555hrs and i just finished cleaning the kitchen. Not only that,
i washed my hansy face too. Looking too good.. ha ha..
Checked the daal.. and its cooking the water level is likr half
of the pan. Will let it cook longer..Want to smoke the 3rd...
The kitchen looking good and makes me proud that i cleaned it.
Well we like stay in clean place and we are responsible to keep
it that way. I did it.. and will always.
0616 hrs and i just thought i lost everything that i have typed
cause i accidentally pressed the close button of this site and i
am very fortunate it was saved automatically. Thank god it was
saved. So relieved...
I just put the fork and spoon on hot boiling water cause there was
cockroach in the container of the holder. And as i can tell its been
like this for a year and it disguist me of how dirty we can be.
Brushed my teeth too cause my teeth turning golden and my
breath like stale fish. Need to make sure its clean especially in
the gum area. Just switch off the boiler of the daal and the spoons.
Think need to play my guitar..
I just played my Malaysia composition and its really wonderful
to know i have composed those wonderful song. Really loving
the day going smoothly..
Just rinsed the boiled spoons and fork.. Cant believe cockroach
fossil is remained on some of the spoons. Uugh...
well thats its for now...
moved or rather shall i say, i have come so far in this ever
moving world called life of a human. How does it sounds.
Well frankly saying, its sounds good and i have just bought
my guitar from my room. I am in the kitchen now and am
listening to rod stewart "I dont wanna talk about it". Nice
song to start the day with. I had made myself tea with milk.
The open tea is such a hassel as the strainer is not good to
remove the diluted tea as the holes is bigger and i could not
remove fully the tea. I had a bit of rice and fried chicken
that my flat mate had left from yesterday.
Just played my own lyric and composition of 'Kaati Ramri'.
One of the sudden songs that i composed. Makes me real
good to play that songs. More will come later on.
Last night had 5 bottle of mini beer and it was just fine for
me as i am really fresh from it. Not like the wisky thats
gives me headache cause i over dose drink it. Ha ha.
Last month from 24 and 25 i had to spent the night at
C5-304-3 and 26 to 29 and 1and 2 march i spent the night
at Al Jaber Villa No 57 room 7. As my room mate Rudhra
wife was here and this is the reason for my...
Below is what i wrote in microsoft words in Som room.
The time is 1901hrs and i am at Som room. I am
staying at friends room from 24th February. My
roommate wife came over and because of that i
have to find a place to stay till his wife leaves. Its
been good that i am experiencing the changing rooms.
I don’t have the exact word for it but that all i can say
for now. Life is going smooth and don’t know what to
do for the days to come. Hopefully i can do something
as..
Need to go to shit...
Am back..Feeling refreshing after removing the....
0500hrs.. Times moving real fast and its a good thing i am
enjoying the company along with it usefully. On the 9th
cut my hair. Cutting my hair i this time cut only the side and
back and left the front and top long. Looking good as i
dont have to worry about my small head.
Just light up my 2nd cigaret. Speaking of it, i dont have much
to say about it. Just wanna enjoy it for now.
On 17th Feb went Dubai and came back with a fine and on the
7th March went to collect my card. Waste of my money...
Think today i going to spring clean my room and the kitchen
and my room. Not now but later as my room mate still sleeping.
By the way my right elbow is doing fine after i took some pills
that the doctor from the hotel perscribed me. Its amazing how
it works as i have been suffering the pain for the last 4 to 5
month. Just amazing. I took it for 2 days, one each day and i
had the comfort of normality. But once i stopped i can feel
the pain coming slightly. As of now still little pain. Lets see
how it goes today.
Just played 'Paari Ko Kanchi laai'. Did not really played that
well as i have not touched the guitar for soo long. But it still
sounded good for me.
Just cleaned the pan and set the daal to cook. Think after this
i want to clean the kitchen.. Not good to surf the internet too
long..0524hrs...
0555hrs and i just finished cleaning the kitchen. Not only that,
i washed my hansy face too. Looking too good.. ha ha..
Checked the daal.. and its cooking the water level is likr half
of the pan. Will let it cook longer..Want to smoke the 3rd...
The kitchen looking good and makes me proud that i cleaned it.
Well we like stay in clean place and we are responsible to keep
it that way. I did it.. and will always.
0616 hrs and i just thought i lost everything that i have typed
cause i accidentally pressed the close button of this site and i
am very fortunate it was saved automatically. Thank god it was
saved. So relieved...
I just put the fork and spoon on hot boiling water cause there was
cockroach in the container of the holder. And as i can tell its been
like this for a year and it disguist me of how dirty we can be.
Brushed my teeth too cause my teeth turning golden and my
breath like stale fish. Need to make sure its clean especially in
the gum area. Just switch off the boiler of the daal and the spoons.
Think need to play my guitar..
I just played my Malaysia composition and its really wonderful
to know i have composed those wonderful song. Really loving
the day going smoothly..
Just rinsed the boiled spoons and fork.. Cant believe cockroach
fossil is remained on some of the spoons. Uugh...
well thats its for now...
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