Lifeline hospital...

Wedenesday at the city. .around 8plus..

Yesterday at spenny. .

2115hrs.. blk A Apartment.

My wallet...

Etisalat international top up voucher.

Yeaterday dinner.. sausage & egg mix..

Got tip 20drm..

Got tip from 3048 and kind of feeling emberess... accepted it even though we could not solve the problem.. any way we got a week to settle as the guest will be going away for a break..

1410hrs

In the bus.. goging to work. Career calls. Tomorrow outing to Yas water park. Morning watched Nepali movie. Was interesting and passed the time smoothly. Any ways time 1412hrs..

Gonna have my dinner soon...

2209hrs...
Gonna have my dinner soon or maybe later.. 3rd can almost finishing and daal heating up. Sausage and egg mix already cooked. As of my thinking, shower and remove my lense. Lets see cause flat mate might go in the shower.. let's see...... just shaked the daal cause the daal was forming in the base cause it's almost drying..

4.8km

Kind of disappointing run.. it was due to the food. Next time I cant do this shit..

Am getting ready..

1726hrs
Getting ready for the run.. gonna carry I sneaker bar if I need it half way. Will be updating the distance later...

Having Sneaker Bar..

1620pm
Having Sneaker Bar and already had yogurt. Storing energy for the run. Experimenting for the run. Cause the previous run had sneaker and went run directly. So lets see how it goes. 1622hrs.

Took a short nap..

1549hrs and I had taken a short nap and just woke up. The feeling is great not like when I was before the nap. Body was bad and mind was worse. Maybe cause of that I was feeling bad. I dont know but maybe. Looking forward for the run even if I did it twice by today. Suppose to be healthy is it not. Still in bed and have not smoke since I woke. Will be smoking soon...

Just had my lunch

1315pm and just finished my lunch with daal vaat and aunda. Now relaxing in the room. Gonna read the 'The Love Verv' hopefully. Any way lifes a misery and it's getting worse... no more to eloberate. 4 more hours before I am on the road again. As of now need a puff...

Mopping my room...

1158pm 2nd April 2013

First time in my life have I mopped my room 7 times. First when I mopped 2 times, there was a pngent smell. Realised I was mopping wrongly. As the mop was laying in the toilet, it's been used to mop here and there. Although it was rinsed before mopped, it was not 100% clean. What happen was since it was not fully clean, the old smell was mopped in my room. Thats why it smelled. As I was soaking in the detergent, I mopped my room with the detergent twice and again mopped after removing the detergent. Thrice. Now my room as clean as new and there is no smell. From now on gonna practice this habit.  1204pm. Shift changed from morning to afternoon. The Air Con is doing it's job and has dried my room by now. Gonna switch off and open the window.... ya just did it. Rice is cooking in the cooker and coins been readied to go and be exchanged for cigarette. What to do. Can feel my stomach been uneasy as its empty. Gonna fill it with banana, got it in morning breakfast pack.....Eating the banana as I key in the sentance. Least for now my tummy wont complain. Now gonna go to the shop....

An hour to go for afternoon..

1106am and I am relaxing on my bed. Its my favourite as I will always be in it since I arrived here. Kind of bad habit and it's tough to change.  Any way my cloth done by the machine and I relieved myself. Need to put the remaining in the machine.  Daal is cooking, should be cooked soon. Kind of lazy day to start off. Wanna read the book but not getting the mood. One last stick left and hope I will not buy until a late time. I cant quit but am trying to lessen it. Hopefully. 11:11 am. Need to check the daal.... just checked and it's cooked. Switched off the isolater and letting it cook a bit with the remaining heat from the hot plate. Not gonna eat now cause no appetite and the rice not yet prepared. Ya my last stick gonna get it from my room..... Just lighted it and puffing. After this will try to read something for time pass..

206MB finished..

Wow how come the mobile data is consuming so fast. Activated on the 27th March and now is only 2nd April. Got like 28days more for the renewal. . Need to discipline myself to use less.... now wanna go for my 2nd stick...

In the toilet..

Doing my morning business........

Don't know what to write as I am sitting on the toilet stool or what ever it's called. Feeling relaxed as my body is releasing the overdue .......... Kind of irreating when there is a leak from the ceiling. And this leak is directly above coming from the toilet. Don't know which pipe line waste is it, but it's still disgusting.. yaaks..8.46am and I am done.

2nd April 824am

Still in bed.. don't know what to write. This picture is taken from my bed while I am still in bed.  No mood to get up. Maybe 3 can of Heniken was too much.. can almost feel a bit hangover. But I know I will get up soon and make coffee and further later lunch. Big day cause today I am suppose to break record in the distance. Finger crossed. 829am.. gonna get up.

0002hrs..

0002hrs... dinner done.. cutlery done... need to be conscious before falling asleep....

2310hrs..

I just changed the lock and home screen... been doing that so often.. any way still not had my dinner.. just opened my 3rd can of Heniken which is 500ml and very cold. Makes the swallowing easier cause I am intoxicated... Any ways.. wanna be high before I eat and fall flat asleep.

2252hrs 1st April 2013

The tarkari done and now need to remove lense and....

2224hrs..cooking

The rice cooking and gonna start the gizzard..

2200hrs.. in my room.

3 in the freezer 4 for another day..

160 bus.

In the bus now. Before boarding the bus, was uploading some pictures.  But it was so slow in uploading that I forced stop it. And just uploaded the bus stop. Not so good in uploading images. Any way will try one at a time. It's convenient for this way. Now I have reached the Abu Dhabi bus terminal.  The journey like an hour more before I reach my destination. Plan for later, drink Heniken and get high for tonight. Tomorrow's off and I need the drink. As for dinner gonna cook the gizzard from the other half of the pack.  Last night gizzard was more tastier than the previous cook. Gonna cook the same way tonight. By now the bus has left the terminal. Not so many passenger now, which is good cause when it's packed have to stand all the way till journey arrives.  Feeling good due to the Deware that I had just now, it had made me stronger. As of my body, its better compared to when I was coming to city. Any way feel sorry for this guy whom I met him in the bus when coming. . He was expecting me to follow him. Cause he followed me to Spinney.  But I was too tired and I had to follow my plan as schedule in my mind. Any way as we were heading towards electra street, told me the shops behind and I told him it's either electra or.. and he told me ok I need to head that.. and at this moment, I told ok.. ya.. l make this way and you that. Feel sorry for him, but I am too tired. I had to do what was right for me....
Ok the bus still journeying and as I look outside, dont know the street name, but I know I am far from bus terminal. Am sitting at the back facing the back and there is like 5 guys. All heading home or some were I guess... Now I have reached Mushrif Mall.. this mall opened just a few month ago. How fast byilding are made nowadays. Everything is construct and there you have it in a few month.
Any way looking forward for the Yas Water Park on the 4th, 3 more days and I am there. A bit disappointed cause I have to spent some or more cash when I am broke. Cant wait to clear Binda.. think maybe by or before 5 month. Too much frustration and too much thinking..
Any way I found a new hearing aid shop and I kind of have mixed feeling cause.. I dont really know but think its cause of the money. I am planning soon to give them a visit to see if they can help me.
Now just reached Carrefour.. and there is like 30 more minute to reach Khalifa City A. Was lost for a moment to write what? Just look outside to see if I could or have reached shiek Zayed Mosque and I have not. Instead I have reached Al Noor Hospital. I believe the mosque is nearby.. And yes it is. Just infront some distance away. Rest for a while and still I have not seen. Still not.. haaaiiii.. I am whining in my mind.. here we turn and I finally see it as I type.. the lighting not so spectacular as I imagined it would be. But I know it would have been if the time was back cause it's already 2133hrs and I believe they have cut down the effect. It cost a fortune to light up the mosque and it's good practice to follow timing. By now bus has crossed the bridge and am in the highway. I should be reaching petrolium institute soon.. maybe the name's wrong, but I will amend it once I reach and see it. Think the institue is still like far away. Now I am under ground near the golf club I think for the name.. Yes its PI the petrolium institute.  I am reaching and it's rounding about the road and I am in now at the bus stop. Now its 2139hrs and the bus just lost sight of PI. As of my assumption I think hopefylly I will reach at 2200hrs. Its my assumption and hope I will assume correctly. Any way 18minute left and I just look out and it was pitch black both side. Batteey 34% and I dont have to worry about it. And the screen is full bright. I just darken the brightness cause too long using bright screen. Now I am in Golf club and it's heading the way.. 16 more minute and can't wait to drink Heniken... Any way about tomorrow 20km is my thought.  Dont know if I will be.. dont care as long I surpass 10km... ya I just reach the in of Kalifa.. this is the road which I was suppose to run yesterday.. I ran  the back instead.. now need to look out cause I will be running this route tomorrow. Cant see much cause of the dark and destination arriving..12 minute left. GEMS American Academy passed and I am arriving and feel good my assumption was correct and I have like 10minute.. ......... I just alighted and I have reached Kalifa City A. Now gonna post :-)

2058hrs..

Previous upload jammed. NOW in the bus. 160.

2011hrs..

Energy for the journey.. now almost reaching Habib..

1955hrs having Dosai...

1848hrs and am in the bus heading to city. Body is damned heaty due to exhaustion. Last few days have been a tough work and exercise. Reason to go city is to get drink and main to remit. Change of plan instead tomorrow. While I was getting out of room told my self to take a sneaker bar and when I was waiting for bus realised o forgot. And had to go to shop and got 1.5dhr mini bar. Any way gonna upload a pic I took it in building...

1711hrs

All ready. . Gonna go city to send and buy.. gonna drink.. need it; -)

Pink rose from V4...

Window view...

Table lamp..

Just clicking..

Me in Villa 3...

Villa 3

1143am

At the C.T what else... feeling hungry and gonna go cafeteria soon...

My suppliment before my long run..

Last night dinner.. gizzard

Cant sleep

0038am and I am still not asleep. More like fresh and this is frustrating.  Later at work gonna have a tough time. Ya got an idea.. gonna go city after work instead of tomorrow. This is better than the original plan. Any way the paarea cooking and all the smell is coming in my room. Can't help it so increased the AC temperature and opened the window for circulation.  Dont want to smell the smell and sleep. Ain't good for the lungs. 0042hrs and its exactly 4 minute gone and..
Any way try to sleep again...

Gonna sleep

2239hrs and gonna sleep soon. Hope I will not have a hard time sleeping like when I did the 10km run. Ok that's it for now.

Just showered

2118 31st March 2013
Just came out of the shower and using my S3. Today ran an astonishing 12km and an feeling out of the blue cause I never in my life have I ran this long distance. Kind of an achivement I am feeling. Patting myself for the distance. Any ways dinner cooked and the cloth washed by the machine. What good life I think for now. After posting this gonna have my dinner and need to read some info. Really feeling great for this blog apps ;-)

12Km

My best distance...

Repost the lunch for clarity

Some familiar place ;-)

31st March 2013

Almost 3pm and I kind of like the Italic font and using that to construct my sentance. Am in level 5 waiting for my colleague to come and start the high ceiling FCU. Its best to work in a group when it comes to difficult work. After tbis gonna go for a puff...

Missing this.....

Maybe last couple of days pic...

1444

What I posted in Fb in the morning..

1256.. lunch

There is cake and the reason was Easter.. did not realise until I asked someone.. see the food, am hungry.

1241hrs and here I am still not in the cafeteria.. cause work not yet completed and last minute in the loo doing my business. ANY way I am typing in the new app for blog offline. AND gonna try to upload once I finish the typing. Checking if it will work. AND I can feel FB wont be my first choice from now on ;-). Now gonna  on my data..

1201pm..

Am in 201 and just changed the filter and checking for fresh air.. kind of hungry.. looking forward for lunch. Htin is here with me.. Now he just told me to off the AC... Today gonna go jogging and hope I can go the long distance.. just took out tissue from the arranged tissue box... Htin.. telling me the Fresh air is less.. told him due to the distance from the centre.. asked me to on the Ac and I did.. ok for now..

201 fruits...

1149am..

Now in room 201...

Had this in the morning cause needed it.

31st March 2013

1109am and I am in front of 519.. waiting for Htin..
Now is 1129am..

7

2032hrs and its 7th March 2013..
Its a Thursday and the start of weekend for the middle
east. I am feeling sleepy cause last night slept like only
3hours. And work was tough. And ya.. had morning jog
around 5am..So basically I am worn out.

Got nothing good to write.. except I want to frequently
blog from now on..

Good night for today :-)

2.31am

227am
Am in my bed.. wanna fall asleep. Just came back from
staff lounge watching real vs barca.. ended up 1-1.. work
was fine and my body is better.. except I am still smoking.
Bought red Winston in the morning and it finished and
bought lights.. Dont know when I can completely quit it..

Times 230am
Dont have much to say.. except.. Good night.

1325pm

1319hrs and I am all set except for my uniform..
gonna live at 2 pm bus..

My beds been made and read the Tomb of Hercules.
Dont know when I will finish reading it, but hipefully
soon I will.

Todays the 30th and one more day before February
starts. How time moves and how much I have come.
It gives me a sense of acceptance of who I am. Tonight
going to start exercising hopefully. Bodys week and
need to get back in shape.

Well guess thats it for now.

30.1.13

1057 am and its a wednesday morning. 2 days of off
and I feel like it was such a waste. Did nothing but just
wasted the time. FB was my waste cause later I realise
who am I entertaining??? Not even 1% of...

Any way its good that now i am back to blogging. Miss
the old me. One thing its the old me but more advance than
before.

Made 2 fried egg and tea for breakfast and went to shit
at C3 cause my flat mates was in the toilet. Fuckers stuck
themselves inside for almost an hour. Dont know why
they stay there so long. But its annoying for me.

I just cant seem to part my bed. The last 2 days have been
spent on my bed...

Well chow for now.

21.1.13 Monday

2043 hrs and it's 21st January 2013
It's my off and did nothing much except cleaned my
room in the morning and made lunch. Lunch is also
my dinner. Hate to cook cause its kind of not like before
where I used to enjoy cooking. Its like the kick is no
more. In the beginning it's always exciting and once
you are doing everyday, you get the lackness.Eating
Is another thing. Have to eat everyday but sometimes
get sick of eating. No choice still have to eat.

Any way so much has happen and the days have moved
so fast. Am thinking I am satisfied but I know the fire
in me says I can achieve more. I am still doing my best
to upgrade and be wiser. I have a lot of catching up to
do and I will overcome it with ease.

Any ways have to take care of my health cause I am having
high B.P cause of excessive drinking and smoking. Have
to control or else this body will give up. Too few of
times I nearly fainted on the street. I told myself I will
not fall and I made it to my room only to smoke more and
drink. I have told myself control or go insane. So as of now
I have not  smoked for and hour and hopefully I will.

Times 2058 hrs and I am in my bed typing away what's
in my mind. The only thing I have is my bed. Read in bed,
sing in bed, eat in bed and all other things possibly there
Is. It's like if I did  not had this bed, I don't think I would
have came this far.. ha ha.. well enough of bed.. I kind
of feel sleepy. Of course I will not sleep.. cause don't want
to waste the night waking up and doing nothing..

Well that's it for now.

131212

2304 hrs..
13th December 2012

I am very tired.. a tired old man. I have come in a very
difficult position  to say any thing.. I don't know what I
will do but I know I have to so and move on. .. can't
write much ans don't want to write....

Any ways at staff lounge...

12.12.12

0137hrs
12.12.12

What I write is.... thinking thinking. Oh this is very complicating.
Than... life is complicating. That's the package of it. Dont want to
Elaborate .... ok.. here is the thing... I am drinking and I know at least
I can't be too serious. Any way I am alive and kicking.    And ostrich
is in the beginning... lets see how...

Got to go... need to play guitar....

And this is the last special year that I am experiencing...

1130 hrs
 10 December 2012

I am in my bed and trying to be creative. It's my off and
I am glad that I have the most advance phone with me.
There is no words to describe it.

Any way.. gonna study today. Knowledge is power and I
am glad I am understanding it.

Don't have much to say..

1900 hrs..

1900 hrs...

Just finished my dinner and started using B.S.. well it's
the new vibe in me. In front of me is Vijay and Sasi and
on my right is Madan.  Got to enjoy dinner.

There is nothing much to write...

Any way messaged her.. as usual no reply.

All right got to go..

7.12.12

7th December 2012 1035am
Having coffee and a cigarette after my sit up. Need to
tone down my body. Lets see how well I will tone it. Last
night went out to run outside at roadside. It was refreshing
and I slept well... Here I am at the toilet doing my morning
Business... Going work at 12pm for my OT.  Yesterday started
my OT and greasing was done for condenser and centrifugal
pumps.. well it's 1041 and I will stop here for now.

s

2307 hrs

Here I am at the staff lounge... tirying day and back is hurting
a bit... Need to practice my posture so as to avoide strain or
hurt.  Time is going soon and like I say if there is work it moves
the time fast. I don't know how I have come this far but it's
Great. Last night was terrible.. smoke too much. THan can't sleep
cause tummy empty.. had to wake up and cook noodle. Which was
Terrible. Today too smoked too much. All my thought of
Quitting is going down the drain. Well got to stop here.
2314 hrs

I am back

2045 hrs...
6th December 2012

Been so long that I have written anything. Now I am
At the smoking room. Just had my dinner with my sis
and here I am. Life is moving and the year is ending
soon. 2013 coming up and the last few days is going to
to be a memorable one. Trying to look back the past of
2012 and cherish it along. Well I just finished one stick
and going for a second.. just lighted it up and all I can say
Is I hope to write more cause in my Plame I have the most
advance phone of my time. Any way.. that's it for now.
Want to enjoy my smoke

0057 hrs...
21st  November 2012

Here I am at my sis place at White villa surfing.
Kali.. asleep and I am just typing away at blog
with my S3. Nothings changed except I have
A advance technology with me. Or maybe I was
outdated. Dont know...

Any way I cant write much as I am having
difficulty typing.. next time I will try..

109am
3rd October 2012

Well here i am and the good news is.....
Ya i got my new mobile and the biggest
surprise is its S3.. At the last minute
decided to get it cause dont wanna
loose back to technology. It cost me
AED2399 and now i am broke...

Well thats it for now..