0057 hrs...
21st November 2012
Here I am at my sis place at White villa surfing.
Kali.. asleep and I am just typing away at blog
with my S3. Nothings changed except I have
A advance technology with me. Or maybe I was
outdated. Dont know...
Any way I cant write much as I am having
difficulty typing.. next time I will try..
Friday, November 02, 2012
Friday, October 19, 2012
243am
20th October 2012
Could not sleep and decided to come to staff lounge to
surf before i go back and try to sleep. Now i am sniffing
cause i am getting better from the flu and fever. Was in
a bad shape the last 2 days and it was here at the staff
lounge where it all started. Can clearly remember when
that day i had parata and chicken curry at one of the
shop. And i had came here to surf. And it was here
where i had my first sneeze and the beginning of my
sickness. Now for sure i am getting better and by
tomorrow i will be starting doing Gym. Need to be fit
for my body.
24th the 'Dashain' and we will be having a small get
together. As this year my Uncle, my dad elder brother
passed away and as a sign of respect we dont celebrate.
So its going to be gathering with my sis only. Ramila is
coming over as there is 3 days of public holiday cause
of the Muslim festivity.
Listening to 'Binti Cha Hai'... Keeping company while
i am typing away.
Thinking of getting a new phone. 'Samsung' Galaxy S
DOUS. The junior of S3. The right size for my pocket
and the right application. And best of all the right PRICE.
Hopefully its on the market this festive season. Cause
the last time when my sis went to get for me S3 during
the "Ramadan" period, it was unavailable and after that
i concentrated on Bindmaya loan. Any way the price
was not right and to top it up, monthly charges. And
worse of all 4.8 inch screen. Too big for my pocket.
Would have been damaged by now, if i had it. Cause
my work is a bit rough and tough. Would have been
tough protecting it and doing my work. "DOUS"
hopefully you are the one i am yearning for.
Now is 301am and i feel still fresh and have no
intention to go back. Guess i have to stay a bit longer.
Cause i dont want to be in bed tossing and turning
trying to sleep. In between lost in my imaginary world
which i cant control. Just makes me crazy as its out
of control.
Today is Saturday and i am getting lost in words and
i need to be creative and come out with something.
Aah.. This wind breaker that i am wearing was bought
at "Carrefour" Abu Dhabi and it costed AED 20 or so
a year ago or more.It has gone and experience a lot
from my body. I had used it to keep me warm form the
cold and also used it to make me sweat when i went
jogging to keep fit. And there is one particularly event
where at the back side it is torn due to protection from
the barb wire at "Dharan". It was in early July when i
had gone Nepal for my vacation. When it was time to
return back to Kathmandu, i was with my cousin and
soltinee. It was early in the morning like 3am ( I just
went to the toilet and switch on the Air Con) and we
had arrived at Buddha Chowk to catch the bus
heading to KAthmandu. As we had just arrived and
there was a sudden Thunder and after which all the
street lamp was gone and it was totally dark except
the moon. As of the moment i thought to myself, i
should take the time to urinate. Since it was dark,
i made my move without informing my cousin. I
made 2 step and i looked at the right and felt that i
should turn right as the sight was totally dark and i
thought it will lead me somewhere. But i was wrong,
as my next step did not land at anywhere and i could
feel i was falling and the next was, i had fell hard on the
ground. Lucky as hell, cause i had landed on my right
side of my body cause my left hand was still healing
from the fracture i had while playing football.I
frantically got up realizing i was not hurt due to the
soft ground caused by the rain.It was dark and i could
not see clearly and i was panicked and i used my hand
to see if i could climb back up the place that i had
fallen. Only now that i realized i had fallen almost
1.5meter or more.And there was no way i could climb
back up. My left hand still not fully recovered and my
right was a bit weak from the fall. Fucking dark and my
mind going crazy but i did not scream for Help even
thought my cousin and the rest was just a few meter
away. So i used my both hands sense to feel the wall
and moved forward. I realised that it was a fence and
maybe after 4 or more step i realised that i came to a
gate. Even though it was real dark, my hand was my
eye. It somehow found the handle of the fence door
and unlocked it. At this moment, i was very miserable
and as quick as i can i climbed up the stair. And at this
moment, my wind breaker was caught on the barb wire.
Since i was haistely rushing out, i did not care and i
forced my body out letting my wind breaker to get
stuck and get torn. And this is the story how my Wind
Breaker is torn on the back of it. Once out and some
where near my cousins i realised how fucking lucky i
was cause that place i had fallen was a house and
luckily there was no DOG. Well that night is one night
i will never forget in my life. After that along the
journey, my chicken that my sis-in-law had sent
escaped and luckily someone helped me catch it and
i paid him NR50.
This is about it, i will write next time when i have the
time and mood. Its not so easy to write something, the
timing has to be perfect..347am Good night....
20th October 2012
Could not sleep and decided to come to staff lounge to
surf before i go back and try to sleep. Now i am sniffing
cause i am getting better from the flu and fever. Was in
a bad shape the last 2 days and it was here at the staff
lounge where it all started. Can clearly remember when
that day i had parata and chicken curry at one of the
shop. And i had came here to surf. And it was here
where i had my first sneeze and the beginning of my
sickness. Now for sure i am getting better and by
tomorrow i will be starting doing Gym. Need to be fit
for my body.
24th the 'Dashain' and we will be having a small get
together. As this year my Uncle, my dad elder brother
passed away and as a sign of respect we dont celebrate.
So its going to be gathering with my sis only. Ramila is
coming over as there is 3 days of public holiday cause
of the Muslim festivity.
Listening to 'Binti Cha Hai'... Keeping company while
i am typing away.
Thinking of getting a new phone. 'Samsung' Galaxy S
DOUS. The junior of S3. The right size for my pocket
and the right application. And best of all the right PRICE.
Hopefully its on the market this festive season. Cause
the last time when my sis went to get for me S3 during
the "Ramadan" period, it was unavailable and after that
i concentrated on Bindmaya loan. Any way the price
was not right and to top it up, monthly charges. And
worse of all 4.8 inch screen. Too big for my pocket.
Would have been damaged by now, if i had it. Cause
my work is a bit rough and tough. Would have been
tough protecting it and doing my work. "DOUS"
hopefully you are the one i am yearning for.
Now is 301am and i feel still fresh and have no
intention to go back. Guess i have to stay a bit longer.
Cause i dont want to be in bed tossing and turning
trying to sleep. In between lost in my imaginary world
which i cant control. Just makes me crazy as its out
of control.
Today is Saturday and i am getting lost in words and
i need to be creative and come out with something.
Aah.. This wind breaker that i am wearing was bought
at "Carrefour" Abu Dhabi and it costed AED 20 or so
a year ago or more.It has gone and experience a lot
from my body. I had used it to keep me warm form the
cold and also used it to make me sweat when i went
jogging to keep fit. And there is one particularly event
where at the back side it is torn due to protection from
the barb wire at "Dharan". It was in early July when i
had gone Nepal for my vacation. When it was time to
return back to Kathmandu, i was with my cousin and
soltinee. It was early in the morning like 3am ( I just
went to the toilet and switch on the Air Con) and we
had arrived at Buddha Chowk to catch the bus
heading to KAthmandu. As we had just arrived and
there was a sudden Thunder and after which all the
street lamp was gone and it was totally dark except
the moon. As of the moment i thought to myself, i
should take the time to urinate. Since it was dark,
i made my move without informing my cousin. I
made 2 step and i looked at the right and felt that i
should turn right as the sight was totally dark and i
thought it will lead me somewhere. But i was wrong,
as my next step did not land at anywhere and i could
feel i was falling and the next was, i had fell hard on the
ground. Lucky as hell, cause i had landed on my right
side of my body cause my left hand was still healing
from the fracture i had while playing football.I
frantically got up realizing i was not hurt due to the
soft ground caused by the rain.It was dark and i could
not see clearly and i was panicked and i used my hand
to see if i could climb back up the place that i had
fallen. Only now that i realized i had fallen almost
1.5meter or more.And there was no way i could climb
back up. My left hand still not fully recovered and my
right was a bit weak from the fall. Fucking dark and my
mind going crazy but i did not scream for Help even
thought my cousin and the rest was just a few meter
away. So i used my both hands sense to feel the wall
and moved forward. I realised that it was a fence and
maybe after 4 or more step i realised that i came to a
gate. Even though it was real dark, my hand was my
eye. It somehow found the handle of the fence door
and unlocked it. At this moment, i was very miserable
and as quick as i can i climbed up the stair. And at this
moment, my wind breaker was caught on the barb wire.
Since i was haistely rushing out, i did not care and i
forced my body out letting my wind breaker to get
stuck and get torn. And this is the story how my Wind
Breaker is torn on the back of it. Once out and some
where near my cousins i realised how fucking lucky i
was cause that place i had fallen was a house and
luckily there was no DOG. Well that night is one night
i will never forget in my life. After that along the
journey, my chicken that my sis-in-law had sent
escaped and luckily someone helped me catch it and
i paid him NR50.
This is about it, i will write next time when i have the
time and mood. Its not so easy to write something, the
timing has to be perfect..347am Good night....
Tuesday, October 09, 2012
824pm
9th October 2012
Was my off and here i am at the staff lounge.
The day went smoothly as i had actually
wanted to get liquor for today. But something
unexpected happen yesterday and today i had
my day going smoothly. Had been reading
Persimmon Tree novel and it gets even more
better reading it. I have finished almost 3/5 of the
book and i enjoy every bit of it. Now since i
dont know what Persimmon is. i am checking it
at facebook. Now i know its a fruit, i have
eaten it before and the outer skin is a bit tough.
Other than that i am surfing Facebook too.
Well for the day i had cooked myself lunch,
and its meant to be dinner also. I cooked
chicken, daal and rice. As of the chicke, i had
cut it last week when i had 2 days off but not
cooked. On that day i had bought the
chicken and defrosted and went to the city
to get 2 royal stag. As i had boarded the bus,
i met Santosh and we had our simple chat and
he recommended LOCAL Chicken. Told me
he knew the place to get and i had to change
my plan. There i got myself a whole and another
change of plan. Instead i got a different wiskey
which was more better in quality. Cost me
AED69. Thats why i have the chicken chopped
up last week and cooked today. Any way
about the wiskey, it was sure damn good and
it did not affected my head. Not like the
cheap wiskey that gave bad day to start with.
Really enjoyed it, even after 8 hours i was
still high from the drinking and best part of it
no 'HEADACHE'. Going to have the food
later on as i can feel i am almost hungry now.
By the way i also found out the name of the
fruit that i used to pluck and ate it as a kid in
Singapore. The fruit is cherry red when ripe
and hairy like hair sticking out. Its like the
size of an DATES and its name is 'Persian
Mulberry'. I had ate it so many times not
knowing the name, only by appeareance. Its
kind of good to have found its name.
Times 855pm and still surfing....
Well gonna go off.. wanna get cigarette and
watch movei.
9th October 2012
Was my off and here i am at the staff lounge.
The day went smoothly as i had actually
wanted to get liquor for today. But something
unexpected happen yesterday and today i had
my day going smoothly. Had been reading
Persimmon Tree novel and it gets even more
better reading it. I have finished almost 3/5 of the
book and i enjoy every bit of it. Now since i
dont know what Persimmon is. i am checking it
at facebook. Now i know its a fruit, i have
eaten it before and the outer skin is a bit tough.
Other than that i am surfing Facebook too.
Well for the day i had cooked myself lunch,
and its meant to be dinner also. I cooked
chicken, daal and rice. As of the chicke, i had
cut it last week when i had 2 days off but not
cooked. On that day i had bought the
chicken and defrosted and went to the city
to get 2 royal stag. As i had boarded the bus,
i met Santosh and we had our simple chat and
he recommended LOCAL Chicken. Told me
he knew the place to get and i had to change
my plan. There i got myself a whole and another
change of plan. Instead i got a different wiskey
which was more better in quality. Cost me
AED69. Thats why i have the chicken chopped
up last week and cooked today. Any way
about the wiskey, it was sure damn good and
it did not affected my head. Not like the
cheap wiskey that gave bad day to start with.
Really enjoyed it, even after 8 hours i was
still high from the drinking and best part of it
no 'HEADACHE'. Going to have the food
later on as i can feel i am almost hungry now.
By the way i also found out the name of the
fruit that i used to pluck and ate it as a kid in
Singapore. The fruit is cherry red when ripe
and hairy like hair sticking out. Its like the
size of an DATES and its name is 'Persian
Mulberry'. I had ate it so many times not
knowing the name, only by appeareance. Its
kind of good to have found its name.
Times 855pm and still surfing....
Well gonna go off.. wanna get cigarette and
watch movei.
Sunday, October 07, 2012
142am
8th October 2012
Listening to the song 'Binti cha hai' from youtube.
Got the title while i was checking out blogspot..
It was on the Feb 14th 2011 when i had heard
of it the last time. Enjoying the past what i had
been through. This blog is like a diary and i can
read wherever around the world. I only need is
the address.
Well other than that life is going on nothing
changed and the ups and downs its a whats
comes around goes around.
Prior than that i am reading books and its a
good company for me.
Dont know what else i should put in...
But i guess life goes on...
8th October 2012
Listening to the song 'Binti cha hai' from youtube.
Got the title while i was checking out blogspot..
It was on the Feb 14th 2011 when i had heard
of it the last time. Enjoying the past what i had
been through. This blog is like a diary and i can
read wherever around the world. I only need is
the address.
Well other than that life is going on nothing
changed and the ups and downs its a whats
comes around goes around.
Prior than that i am reading books and its a
good company for me.
Dont know what else i should put in...
But i guess life goes on...
Tuesday, October 02, 2012
2nd October 2012,
940pm
At my sis room, surfing the net. Had came from city
around 8pm. Been so long that i have blogged. Cant
believe so much has happened after my vacation. The
first few week i was spending playing Poker in Face
Book and after which i started reading novels. It happen
when i and my sis was in the city checking out at
Borders book store and all my memory of Malaysia
flashed back and i bought 3 books to start with. By now
i have like read almost 5 books in this span of my time.
Cant believe i could have read. But its the truth, every
night after work at night after my run and gym, i spend
time reading till it was like 5,6 am. Its gets even more
interesting as i read on.
Well other than that, been working afternoon shift since
i came back. Other than that i am ok with everything.
Thats it for now.
Monday, August 20, 2012
910am
21st August 2012
Ramadan is over and its back to normal shift. I am off
today and will be going to the city to remit. I feel a bit
weak maybe of the 2 stick of cigarette. Have not drank
for the last 13 days. Planning to get myself some drink
for today. Need some of it after such a long time.
Other than that.. what can i say.. think i will look around
for some books to spend the time to read.
well thats it for now.
21st August 2012
Ramadan is over and its back to normal shift. I am off
today and will be going to the city to remit. I feel a bit
weak maybe of the 2 stick of cigarette. Have not drank
for the last 13 days. Planning to get myself some drink
for today. Need some of it after such a long time.
Other than that.. what can i say.. think i will look around
for some books to spend the time to read.
well thats it for now.
Wednesday, August 08, 2012
8th August 2012
1056am
here i am at my sis hostel, playing games in FB.
Well this is occupying my time for the one week
since i came back form my vacation from Nepal.
Work is at 3pm and i have plenty of time to waste
before i head for work. For now i am busy with
games..
Last night i finished the drink which i bought from
the Duty Free shop in the airport on the 31st of
July. The item that i had bought was ABSOLUTE
vodka, red wine and cigarette. Well now its finished
except for the cigarette. I hope to not drink and stop
smoking after some time to recover my body to
healthy state. Cause my vacation was too much of
drinking.. I hope to fully comply what i have written.
Thats all for now..
1056am
here i am at my sis hostel, playing games in FB.
Well this is occupying my time for the one week
since i came back form my vacation from Nepal.
Work is at 3pm and i have plenty of time to waste
before i head for work. For now i am busy with
games..
Last night i finished the drink which i bought from
the Duty Free shop in the airport on the 31st of
July. The item that i had bought was ABSOLUTE
vodka, red wine and cigarette. Well now its finished
except for the cigarette. I hope to not drink and stop
smoking after some time to recover my body to
healthy state. Cause my vacation was too much of
drinking.. I hope to fully comply what i have written.
Thats all for now..
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Saturday, June 02, 2012
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
1851 hrs
23rd May 2012
my second day of sick leave.. many things have happened and i just
dont have the time to write due to lack of internet connection.
On 21 i had a heavy crash while playing soccer and i fractured my
left shoulder and because of that i am having sick leave. tomorrow
having an appointment with the doctor and might have sick leave
more cause its a fracture and the healing time takes long.. Cant do
nothing about it but wait for it to heal fully.. Before that been doing
gym and running for like 3 month plus.. now cause of the fracture,
again gaining weight. . All the sweat.. huh such wasted.. Vacation
just round the corner and all my plans seems like just wasting..
but i am hopeful.. hopefully,,
Next time...
23rd May 2012
my second day of sick leave.. many things have happened and i just
dont have the time to write due to lack of internet connection.
On 21 i had a heavy crash while playing soccer and i fractured my
left shoulder and because of that i am having sick leave. tomorrow
having an appointment with the doctor and might have sick leave
more cause its a fracture and the healing time takes long.. Cant do
nothing about it but wait for it to heal fully.. Before that been doing
gym and running for like 3 month plus.. now cause of the fracture,
again gaining weight. . All the sweat.. huh such wasted.. Vacation
just round the corner and all my plans seems like just wasting..
but i am hopeful.. hopefully,,
Next time...
Thursday, March 15, 2012
0137pm
15th March 2012
there is like 23 minute before i head down to take my bus to work. So for
the mean time might as well write down something before i leave this
room. Very fresh from the early morning as i had a breakfast of coffee
with milk and bread bun. But i smoked like almost 6 stick from the morning.
Think i have shitted like 3 times this morning.. Dont know if thats good
or bad. I am feeling alright though.
Any way i have already applied for my vacation from 2nd July till 31 July.
Commencing work on the 1st of August. Lets see how the vacation
goes and lets see how much i can save till my vacation for my expense.
And also i have started gym and i need to be ready for my vacation.
Hope i will put in extra effort to be ready for the vacation. There is a lot
to do this vacation.
Summer is starting as i can feel the oven feeling when i went down just
now. How winter came and went and now the heat of summer going to
take its toll of our lives. Its good at least there is 2 season if not how
anyone would survive in such heat in one seasons.
Got to get ready as the time is 0147pm. Need to brush my teeth and
smoke before i head down.......
15th March 2012
there is like 23 minute before i head down to take my bus to work. So for
the mean time might as well write down something before i leave this
room. Very fresh from the early morning as i had a breakfast of coffee
with milk and bread bun. But i smoked like almost 6 stick from the morning.
Think i have shitted like 3 times this morning.. Dont know if thats good
or bad. I am feeling alright though.
Any way i have already applied for my vacation from 2nd July till 31 July.
Commencing work on the 1st of August. Lets see how the vacation
goes and lets see how much i can save till my vacation for my expense.
And also i have started gym and i need to be ready for my vacation.
Hope i will put in extra effort to be ready for the vacation. There is a lot
to do this vacation.
Summer is starting as i can feel the oven feeling when i went down just
now. How winter came and went and now the heat of summer going to
take its toll of our lives. Its good at least there is 2 season if not how
anyone would survive in such heat in one seasons.
Got to get ready as the time is 0147pm. Need to brush my teeth and
smoke before i head down.......
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Just had my supper, which was Bryani with Chicken curry. And an orange.
Too full as i can feel my tummy trying to expand. Ya i did smoked a stick
too. Had bought the food from the cafeteria as i dont want to cook so late
at night. And the important part is I WENT GYM.. Ya i did and i did like
jog for 27 minute and 3.4 Km. I guess its one of my personal best time.
Cause before i did run like only 15 minute. As from now on gonna jog
longer cause its burns the fats and gain my stamina. And also its good
my mass will not gain from the pumping. 0246hrs and its a very fresh
14th March 2012. Waiting to shower cause as for now need to digest
the food that i had. I know my body will ache since todays my first
workout and i have strained some of my muscle. The pain will not come
now but after i wake up. Lets see how bad it will be.
New life new mission is all i can say and its all in my mind the Brain.
So. guess its all that for now.. wanna shower..
Too full as i can feel my tummy trying to expand. Ya i did smoked a stick
too. Had bought the food from the cafeteria as i dont want to cook so late
at night. And the important part is I WENT GYM.. Ya i did and i did like
jog for 27 minute and 3.4 Km. I guess its one of my personal best time.
Cause before i did run like only 15 minute. As from now on gonna jog
longer cause its burns the fats and gain my stamina. And also its good
my mass will not gain from the pumping. 0246hrs and its a very fresh
14th March 2012. Waiting to shower cause as for now need to digest
the food that i had. I know my body will ache since todays my first
workout and i have strained some of my muscle. The pain will not come
now but after i wake up. Lets see how bad it will be.
New life new mission is all i can say and its all in my mind the Brain.
So. guess its all that for now.. wanna shower..
Sunday, March 11, 2012
0435hrs and a very fresh 12th March 2012. How time have
moved or rather shall i say, i have come so far in this ever
moving world called life of a human. How does it sounds.
Well frankly saying, its sounds good and i have just bought
my guitar from my room. I am in the kitchen now and am
listening to rod stewart "I dont wanna talk about it". Nice
song to start the day with. I had made myself tea with milk.
The open tea is such a hassel as the strainer is not good to
remove the diluted tea as the holes is bigger and i could not
remove fully the tea. I had a bit of rice and fried chicken
that my flat mate had left from yesterday.
Just played my own lyric and composition of 'Kaati Ramri'.
One of the sudden songs that i composed. Makes me real
good to play that songs. More will come later on.
Last night had 5 bottle of mini beer and it was just fine for
me as i am really fresh from it. Not like the wisky thats
gives me headache cause i over dose drink it. Ha ha.
Last month from 24 and 25 i had to spent the night at
C5-304-3 and 26 to 29 and 1and 2 march i spent the night
at Al Jaber Villa No 57 room 7. As my room mate Rudhra
wife was here and this is the reason for my...
Below is what i wrote in microsoft words in Som room.
Am back..Feeling refreshing after removing the....
0500hrs.. Times moving real fast and its a good thing i am
enjoying the company along with it usefully. On the 9th
cut my hair. Cutting my hair i this time cut only the side and
back and left the front and top long. Looking good as i
dont have to worry about my small head.
Just light up my 2nd cigaret. Speaking of it, i dont have much
to say about it. Just wanna enjoy it for now.
On 17th Feb went Dubai and came back with a fine and on the
7th March went to collect my card. Waste of my money...
Think today i going to spring clean my room and the kitchen
and my room. Not now but later as my room mate still sleeping.
By the way my right elbow is doing fine after i took some pills
that the doctor from the hotel perscribed me. Its amazing how
it works as i have been suffering the pain for the last 4 to 5
month. Just amazing. I took it for 2 days, one each day and i
had the comfort of normality. But once i stopped i can feel
the pain coming slightly. As of now still little pain. Lets see
how it goes today.
Just played 'Paari Ko Kanchi laai'. Did not really played that
well as i have not touched the guitar for soo long. But it still
sounded good for me.
Just cleaned the pan and set the daal to cook. Think after this
i want to clean the kitchen.. Not good to surf the internet too
long..0524hrs...
0555hrs and i just finished cleaning the kitchen. Not only that,
i washed my hansy face too. Looking too good.. ha ha..
Checked the daal.. and its cooking the water level is likr half
of the pan. Will let it cook longer..Want to smoke the 3rd...
The kitchen looking good and makes me proud that i cleaned it.
Well we like stay in clean place and we are responsible to keep
it that way. I did it.. and will always.
0616 hrs and i just thought i lost everything that i have typed
cause i accidentally pressed the close button of this site and i
am very fortunate it was saved automatically. Thank god it was
saved. So relieved...
I just put the fork and spoon on hot boiling water cause there was
cockroach in the container of the holder. And as i can tell its been
like this for a year and it disguist me of how dirty we can be.
Brushed my teeth too cause my teeth turning golden and my
breath like stale fish. Need to make sure its clean especially in
the gum area. Just switch off the boiler of the daal and the spoons.
Think need to play my guitar..
I just played my Malaysia composition and its really wonderful
to know i have composed those wonderful song. Really loving
the day going smoothly..
Just rinsed the boiled spoons and fork.. Cant believe cockroach
fossil is remained on some of the spoons. Uugh...
well thats its for now...
moved or rather shall i say, i have come so far in this ever
moving world called life of a human. How does it sounds.
Well frankly saying, its sounds good and i have just bought
my guitar from my room. I am in the kitchen now and am
listening to rod stewart "I dont wanna talk about it". Nice
song to start the day with. I had made myself tea with milk.
The open tea is such a hassel as the strainer is not good to
remove the diluted tea as the holes is bigger and i could not
remove fully the tea. I had a bit of rice and fried chicken
that my flat mate had left from yesterday.
Just played my own lyric and composition of 'Kaati Ramri'.
One of the sudden songs that i composed. Makes me real
good to play that songs. More will come later on.
Last night had 5 bottle of mini beer and it was just fine for
me as i am really fresh from it. Not like the wisky thats
gives me headache cause i over dose drink it. Ha ha.
Last month from 24 and 25 i had to spent the night at
C5-304-3 and 26 to 29 and 1and 2 march i spent the night
at Al Jaber Villa No 57 room 7. As my room mate Rudhra
wife was here and this is the reason for my...
Below is what i wrote in microsoft words in Som room.
The time is 1901hrs and i am at Som room. I am
staying at friends room from 24th February. My
roommate wife came over and because of that i
have to find a place to stay till his wife leaves. Its
been good that i am experiencing the changing rooms.
I don’t have the exact word for it but that all i can say
for now. Life is going smooth and don’t know what to
do for the days to come. Hopefully i can do something
as..
Need to go to shit...
Am back..Feeling refreshing after removing the....
0500hrs.. Times moving real fast and its a good thing i am
enjoying the company along with it usefully. On the 9th
cut my hair. Cutting my hair i this time cut only the side and
back and left the front and top long. Looking good as i
dont have to worry about my small head.
Just light up my 2nd cigaret. Speaking of it, i dont have much
to say about it. Just wanna enjoy it for now.
On 17th Feb went Dubai and came back with a fine and on the
7th March went to collect my card. Waste of my money...
Think today i going to spring clean my room and the kitchen
and my room. Not now but later as my room mate still sleeping.
By the way my right elbow is doing fine after i took some pills
that the doctor from the hotel perscribed me. Its amazing how
it works as i have been suffering the pain for the last 4 to 5
month. Just amazing. I took it for 2 days, one each day and i
had the comfort of normality. But once i stopped i can feel
the pain coming slightly. As of now still little pain. Lets see
how it goes today.
Just played 'Paari Ko Kanchi laai'. Did not really played that
well as i have not touched the guitar for soo long. But it still
sounded good for me.
Just cleaned the pan and set the daal to cook. Think after this
i want to clean the kitchen.. Not good to surf the internet too
long..0524hrs...
0555hrs and i just finished cleaning the kitchen. Not only that,
i washed my hansy face too. Looking too good.. ha ha..
Checked the daal.. and its cooking the water level is likr half
of the pan. Will let it cook longer..Want to smoke the 3rd...
The kitchen looking good and makes me proud that i cleaned it.
Well we like stay in clean place and we are responsible to keep
it that way. I did it.. and will always.
0616 hrs and i just thought i lost everything that i have typed
cause i accidentally pressed the close button of this site and i
am very fortunate it was saved automatically. Thank god it was
saved. So relieved...
I just put the fork and spoon on hot boiling water cause there was
cockroach in the container of the holder. And as i can tell its been
like this for a year and it disguist me of how dirty we can be.
Brushed my teeth too cause my teeth turning golden and my
breath like stale fish. Need to make sure its clean especially in
the gum area. Just switch off the boiler of the daal and the spoons.
Think need to play my guitar..
I just played my Malaysia composition and its really wonderful
to know i have composed those wonderful song. Really loving
the day going smoothly..
Just rinsed the boiled spoons and fork.. Cant believe cockroach
fossil is remained on some of the spoons. Uugh...
well thats its for now...
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Valentine's Day and i spent the day cleaning the room
and made my lunch, which was also the dinner as well.
2226hrs
My room was too much of dust as i often open the
window for fresh air. That is the reason why the room
was full of dust. Food i cooked chicken, daal and rice.
Was not that good but it filled my tummy and i dont
have to worry for hunger. And i also downloaded a
movie, titled 'Meet Joe Black'. It a story about an old
rich in life man who is going to die and DEATH comes
to visit him before his time passes. And he has to
associate his life what ever he is doing. Death
eventually fall in loves with the old man daughter. And
its wonderfully romantised. Made my day a special
one to remember. Even Death cant help falling in
Love. So i am nothing compared to him. Ha ha..
I know there is someone who is waiting for me. Time
will heal and show me the way as the time comes by.
Speaking of today i found an old song 'Binti Cha Hai'.
Listening to it..Lovely song..wanna fall in love..
desperately..What to do.. its not time yet for me..
Cant write any more for this topic...
2242hrs..
so here i am,, smoked so little today and before this
i said its enough for today but after listening to this
song, i need to buy 2 more stick.. Whats this life
if i cant live like how i want to.. and truth,, i cant.. and
thats that..,Going down to buy..
and made my lunch, which was also the dinner as well.
2226hrs
My room was too much of dust as i often open the
window for fresh air. That is the reason why the room
was full of dust. Food i cooked chicken, daal and rice.
Was not that good but it filled my tummy and i dont
have to worry for hunger. And i also downloaded a
movie, titled 'Meet Joe Black'. It a story about an old
rich in life man who is going to die and DEATH comes
to visit him before his time passes. And he has to
associate his life what ever he is doing. Death
eventually fall in loves with the old man daughter. And
its wonderfully romantised. Made my day a special
one to remember. Even Death cant help falling in
Love. So i am nothing compared to him. Ha ha..
I know there is someone who is waiting for me. Time
will heal and show me the way as the time comes by.
Speaking of today i found an old song 'Binti Cha Hai'.
Listening to it..Lovely song..wanna fall in love..
desperately..What to do.. its not time yet for me..
Cant write any more for this topic...
2242hrs..
so here i am,, smoked so little today and before this
i said its enough for today but after listening to this
song, i need to buy 2 more stick.. Whats this life
if i cant live like how i want to.. and truth,, i cant.. and
thats that..,Going down to buy..
Monday, February 13, 2012
It just turned 0000hrs and i am so fresh as i had a nap in
the late evening. I had finished the 1/3 of the wiskey
left from yesterday. Here i can feel having resporatory
problem as i try to expend my tummy. Too much
wisky and cigaret. Always the same excuse for me as
i realise this is what life ment for me. So for today did
nothing much as i wasted the day surfing and drinking.
Today's Valentine's Day and i feel happy listening to my
song 'Heey meri Gaaulae'. I have been having this thought
of whats the best to live my life since i am a unilateral
hearing impaired person. Life has been lonely for me as
i am starting to realise i am becoming more dumb as i
grow older. Which was supposed to be opposite. Since
i cant have a decent conversation i am lost in
communication and very deeply lost in my thought. How
can i change.. Its impossible.. I tried to get a hobby but
there is communication involved. Fuck.. really hate it..
But i am still in sanity and thanks to this note book i am
still ok and keeps me company. Dont know what i would
have done if it was not with me. I am thankful i am still
ok. And one of the good things that i am likely,hopefully,
positively, will do is to cut down on the cigaret and
wiskey..I have to try and must i will cause i want more
wisdom. The most important thing i would love is i
want to have afamily. This i must and i need to plan for
my vacation and..........
0012hrs and 14/02/12
the late evening. I had finished the 1/3 of the wiskey
left from yesterday. Here i can feel having resporatory
problem as i try to expend my tummy. Too much
wisky and cigaret. Always the same excuse for me as
i realise this is what life ment for me. So for today did
nothing much as i wasted the day surfing and drinking.
Today's Valentine's Day and i feel happy listening to my
song 'Heey meri Gaaulae'. I have been having this thought
of whats the best to live my life since i am a unilateral
hearing impaired person. Life has been lonely for me as
i am starting to realise i am becoming more dumb as i
grow older. Which was supposed to be opposite. Since
i cant have a decent conversation i am lost in
communication and very deeply lost in my thought. How
can i change.. Its impossible.. I tried to get a hobby but
there is communication involved. Fuck.. really hate it..
But i am still in sanity and thanks to this note book i am
still ok and keeps me company. Dont know what i would
have done if it was not with me. I am thankful i am still
ok. And one of the good things that i am likely,hopefully,
positively, will do is to cut down on the cigaret and
wiskey..I have to try and must i will cause i want more
wisdom. The most important thing i would love is i
want to have afamily. This i must and i need to plan for
my vacation and..........
0012hrs and 14/02/12
Sunday, February 12, 2012
12.02.2012
1852hrs
I had a choice of going to city to buy Beer but i took
the other option and got my self a Napolean. Whisky
which is killing me inside. Cause its hot and it burns
inside. Been having wisky too much lately and i can
feel the effect thats giving me. Its part of me which
i cant stop and which i cant live without for the time
being. Beer is good but i have to go city, city that is
too far and the return is damn long. Its cold outside
too. So got the drink on credit and the last one i got
was on the 9th and its DR60 for the 2 bottle. Too
much drinking.. By the way i had like 8 days off of
the 2 weeks. And i have like 2 more off remaining.
Today is the 6th and 2 more days. Let me recall the
off days, 2,3,6,7,10,12,13,14 and 2 more days to go.
3rd went to dubai and 10 ramila came over here.
Today Chring came over and we had lunch together.
Had chicken rice and daal.. Since the chicken was
left over and the daal.. i just need to cook rice and
have my dinner..
well i dont have the mood to write much further..
1852hrs
I had a choice of going to city to buy Beer but i took
the other option and got my self a Napolean. Whisky
which is killing me inside. Cause its hot and it burns
inside. Been having wisky too much lately and i can
feel the effect thats giving me. Its part of me which
i cant stop and which i cant live without for the time
being. Beer is good but i have to go city, city that is
too far and the return is damn long. Its cold outside
too. So got the drink on credit and the last one i got
was on the 9th and its DR60 for the 2 bottle. Too
much drinking.. By the way i had like 8 days off of
the 2 weeks. And i have like 2 more off remaining.
Today is the 6th and 2 more days. Let me recall the
off days, 2,3,6,7,10,12,13,14 and 2 more days to go.
3rd went to dubai and 10 ramila came over here.
Today Chring came over and we had lunch together.
Had chicken rice and daal.. Since the chicken was
left over and the daal.. i just need to cook rice and
have my dinner..
well i dont have the mood to write much further..
Sunday, February 05, 2012
0001 hrs
06/02/12
Feeling tired cause did jog and gym. Back to health
hopefully. Its my second day and i cant write much
as i am feeling sleepy. Any way 2 days off and need
to make use of this days. Will write about my Dubai
trip another time. And good news is that i feel better
as i am... But i know its going to be the same.....
I wont eloberate here but i really feel great as i did
not get medicine and i did gym instead and cooked
my dinner. I hope i can change from now on...
06/02/12
Feeling tired cause did jog and gym. Back to health
hopefully. Its my second day and i cant write much
as i am feeling sleepy. Any way 2 days off and need
to make use of this days. Will write about my Dubai
trip another time. And good news is that i feel better
as i am... But i know its going to be the same.....
I wont eloberate here but i really feel great as i did
not get medicine and i did gym instead and cooked
my dinner. I hope i can change from now on...
Thursday, February 02, 2012
1741hrs
02 Feb 2012
I am ready to go to Dubai, except i changed the time to
9pm bus. Am supposed to meet Harka at 12am. So no
point going too early and getting bored waiting for him.
And here i am listening to music from youtube. By the
way youtube channel are giving problems after the
management changed a new concept for their site.
Always hangs up.. I am getting sick of it but i still go
to that site.
Ok i dont have much to say.. only when i come back
from Dubai...........
02 Feb 2012
I am ready to go to Dubai, except i changed the time to
9pm bus. Am supposed to meet Harka at 12am. So no
point going too early and getting bored waiting for him.
And here i am listening to music from youtube. By the
way youtube channel are giving problems after the
management changed a new concept for their site.
Always hangs up.. I am getting sick of it but i still go
to that site.
Ok i dont have much to say.. only when i come back
from Dubai...........
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