1st July 2013

441am.. and just had my supper of 2 pack of noodle. Before that went to watch Brasil vs Spain which the former won 3 to nothing. It was a pity game for Spain...
Any way now my shift has changed to morning shift and I dont know how to change my sleeping pattern. Hope it works. It has to.
And I have to start to looking for a new job cause I feel I need a change of environment.  Been 3 years in Shangrila and I feel I have enough of here.
Now I will try to sleep...

Tashi birthday..

219am 27th June 2014

Well life is taking me and I am following it. Am fresh from my shower.. gonna smoke first. 224am.. just finished my cigarette. I have to learn how to smoke cause I just puff too fast. Need to learn how to savour the taste. Any way salary should come be the next 2 days. Service charge is 700++ and as usual I have a credit of 230. Habit never changes. Hope to fall asleep soon. Now I realise why I was feeling too tired after work. Was due to the humidity. Was very high and cause of that I was feeling tired.
Am confused and still am cause my life has not changed. I have to do something about it. But always I end up to square one. Why is it that I have to suffer like this. Frustrated I am and too tired of this nonsense.
Other than that I have found a new hobby and that is fishing. Its fun and it's a patience game. Although I did not catch any, I learned how to fish. And I am for certain am gonna catch on my next fishing.
237am.. just had my second cigarette and a pee.
I need someone that's for sure. I cant always be lonely cause of my hearing. I am sure if it does not work out at least I hould try. No harm trying. I have to...

And one more thing, need to cut down on cigarette. I have to..

Good night to me :-)

416am and I am back

In my room. Gonna sleep now. Did not drink much. Any way a bit tipsy. Hope I can fall asleep. Good night. By the way am not gonna use facebook that much.

0303hrs.. 13th June 2013

Just had my heavy supper.. cauliflower, egg and rice. Been a depressing day and self esteem low. Hope by writing I will be better. I dont know but I will just write. Summer is not like summer yet as I try to recall the first time I arrived.  It was very hot and humid on the 2nd or 3rd of June 2010. Comparing back than and now it's so much better. Like a perfect weather. But I dont know whats wrong with me for the past month. I am lacking and life seems totally boring. 3 years has passed and I feel like nothing have changed for me except time moved. It's like I am trapped in a box and I cant come out of it. I want to do something, but o lag after I think of my family financial problem. And my sis are not moving either except in their career, I think?? Back to me, I kind of feel my hearing is worsening. Conversion in crowded becoming worse. Some or most of the time just cant hear and just give a nod or presume to agree to what the other party is saying.... I just got a call from Narayan Shrestha who has resigned and soon going to join another hotel. Am going to go to his place for a farewell drink. Well thats it am gonna drink with him. 316hrs