337km

Prawn for today with Bandara Laxmi n Ming wi

359hrs..

Am in my bed ideling cause am still fresh and dont think I will fall asleep anytime soon. My body itchy maybe cause of the dust that came through my window or maybe I am dirty. Don't know but I am scratching all over my body. Has happen quite ofen. Caue I dont usually shower after work. Unless I go for a jog. Have not gone for my jog for a long time. This month maybe only twice. I am slacking and work worse. About sleep  maybe I am hungry buti had bread just an hour ago. On 15th Munna left for her vacation. Any way nothing much to write. Gonna post picture instead.

328am 7th August 2013

Here I am at the ground of my building smoking. Cant sleep cause slept the whole day in the day. Kind of feeling lost and depressed. So came out to free my mind. Its not helping but the humid wind is blowing me and I feel a bit relaxed. Summer might go away soon maybe cause the wind is not so bad as its supposed to be. Want some changes in my life but its not as easy as I can say. How miserable I am feeling. And I have not much words to go on to it. Any way I am gonna smoke my second. The wind is back and its smooth as I smoke away my cigarette. Cant believe... words are not easy to elobrate so is my emotion. Am confusing myself and others. Looking forward for a better later. Hoping which is not a good way of expecting life but to express oneself to betterment. But what to do my unilateral hearing makes my life misery. I know and I have accepted it but what to do I am stuck in this trap. Time and time again I try for betterment but its been a habit that I have started to hate myself but thats what in store for me. Hate the way my brain thinks and... any way I am gonna puff my third and its already 345am. Just lighted and plan for what I am going to do. First make myself a bread and butter. Eat it and shower cause my body is sticky cause of the sweat and the hot weather. As I puff away so is my life like the smoke flies away in the air cause thats the nature of everything. Just extinguished the butt and I hear the bus noise which had came from the hotel. Gonna go up my room for now.....

149am 4th of August..

How times flies and 2013 is almost over. There's still like 5 more month but cant believe 7 month just went by. And I am the same still me... lets see how life goes by. I always complain but this time I am sick of complaining and let life come by. Any ways playing candy crush and I am at stage 45 or so. Am just passing my time go by cause there is nothing coming for me. Well got nothing more to say and gonna stop here for now.

30th July 2013 2235hrs

In the bus coming from white villa Kali room. She is going for vacaton tomorrow and I will not be sending her off. How time moved so fast and I am heading for my room and probably for a drink at Tobgay room. Before he had called to tell me they were caught by housing. The sound of his sounded fake. Only way to tell is when I am there. Any way that's it.

1309hrs 25th july

Its been 3 days that I been having flu and cough. Dont remember when was the last time I was sick. Any way hope I will recover soon. Now I am shitting at changing room. Been doing 1pm to 1230am shift for the past few days cause Hotel guest room FCU servicing is going on. By yesterday we finished 69 rooms and there is still like 140 rooms left. Any way now gonna leave the toilet..

0058hrs..

Finally at my accommodation and in the toilet shitting. Just before this reactivate my blog post. Am back after re setting my phone. Nothing new just moving like a snail. Dont have much to write either. Well that's it for now.

2008hrs..

Well.. I am at cafeteria. . Just had my dinner.. kind of lost.. and got nothing to say. 2010hrs..

0043hrs.. 20th July 2013

Ah.. here I am after a long time. Just came back from 4km jogging. Humidity was high and my jog was terrible.  Been some time since I have jogged. Too tired while jogging. Plan was 10km and actual came to 4km. Cant complain cause I am in terrible shape. Least I did 4km which is quite good. And I have put on weight and my shape is terrible. Plan will be to go regularly from now on. This photo is my new hair cut. Before the jog had gone to the Barber. I have cooled down by now and gonna have my shower. Chow...

3rd July 2013

Deactivated my FB...

1st July 2013

441am.. and just had my supper of 2 pack of noodle. Before that went to watch Brasil vs Spain which the former won 3 to nothing. It was a pity game for Spain...
Any way now my shift has changed to morning shift and I dont know how to change my sleeping pattern. Hope it works. It has to.
And I have to start to looking for a new job cause I feel I need a change of environment.  Been 3 years in Shangrila and I feel I have enough of here.
Now I will try to sleep...

Tashi birthday..

219am 27th June 2014

Well life is taking me and I am following it. Am fresh from my shower.. gonna smoke first. 224am.. just finished my cigarette. I have to learn how to smoke cause I just puff too fast. Need to learn how to savour the taste. Any way salary should come be the next 2 days. Service charge is 700++ and as usual I have a credit of 230. Habit never changes. Hope to fall asleep soon. Now I realise why I was feeling too tired after work. Was due to the humidity. Was very high and cause of that I was feeling tired.
Am confused and still am cause my life has not changed. I have to do something about it. But always I end up to square one. Why is it that I have to suffer like this. Frustrated I am and too tired of this nonsense.
Other than that I have found a new hobby and that is fishing. Its fun and it's a patience game. Although I did not catch any, I learned how to fish. And I am for certain am gonna catch on my next fishing.
237am.. just had my second cigarette and a pee.
I need someone that's for sure. I cant always be lonely cause of my hearing. I am sure if it does not work out at least I hould try. No harm trying. I have to...

And one more thing, need to cut down on cigarette. I have to..

Good night to me :-)

416am and I am back

In my room. Gonna sleep now. Did not drink much. Any way a bit tipsy. Hope I can fall asleep. Good night. By the way am not gonna use facebook that much.

0303hrs.. 13th June 2013

Just had my heavy supper.. cauliflower, egg and rice. Been a depressing day and self esteem low. Hope by writing I will be better. I dont know but I will just write. Summer is not like summer yet as I try to recall the first time I arrived.  It was very hot and humid on the 2nd or 3rd of June 2010. Comparing back than and now it's so much better. Like a perfect weather. But I dont know whats wrong with me for the past month. I am lacking and life seems totally boring. 3 years has passed and I feel like nothing have changed for me except time moved. It's like I am trapped in a box and I cant come out of it. I want to do something, but o lag after I think of my family financial problem. And my sis are not moving either except in their career, I think?? Back to me, I kind of feel my hearing is worsening. Conversion in crowded becoming worse. Some or most of the time just cant hear and just give a nod or presume to agree to what the other party is saying.... I just got a call from Narayan Shrestha who has resigned and soon going to join another hotel. Am going to go to his place for a farewell drink. Well thats it am gonna drink with him. 316hrs

Chivas...

4km.. too humid outside..

15km...

12km... battery down too early..

Been long since I have written. .

0121hrs 21st May 2012. 3 years almost approaching for me at Sangrila and got a lot to say. Time moves so does our life. For me I gotten a bit older and nothing has really happened much. Or has it? Tomorrow's my medical for renewing my visa. After this will try to sleep if I can cause nowadays having trouble sleeping at night. Last night was worse. Had to wake up to make myself supper cause of empty stomache could not sleep. For tonight I had eaten extra.. sneaker bar. Hope I will fall asleep. Gonna spend some time wasting before I try to sleep. Now gonna post and play game or read something. ..

Last week after work, waiting for bus

9.6km

Jim Beam 13th May

Had this in the afternoon before my 2pm bus.

9.2km

4.37km

13.27km.. finally supassed the old record..

10km..

Been 5 days since I bought the wristband which is suppose to be armband...

8.35km

10.67Km

10.5km

Salary + Grants

7.26Km..

29th April 2013 r418..

Waiting for the filter Htin went to wash..

Fahu 1 at Trader hotel

25th.. drink

22nd April. .my new hair style..

12.34Km

2049hrs....

Sometimes it feels like a funny thought that makes things move on.. dont know where I am going with this. Getting more confused or just writing shit. Dont know what or what I am trying to say. Getting older each day and puffing worsening. Maybe need to...

Any way stopping this crap and gonna go jogging once I reach room. For now wait for the bus to board and reach room.

2052hra..
2 days of off and need the rest.

1634hrs.. my shadow at blk E.

1204pm.. gonna go for lunch

Just outside finance.. clicking

Saw a mini horse on 18th April..

Mr Ajit farewell.. 18th April

17th April 2013

80Kg...

15th April New Year Party..

5.68Km.. and at etihad tower..

5.68Km.. and at etihad tower..

Finally my dinner.. and it's already 15th 0035am..

Still feeling intoxicating. . Gonna sleep now after a puff..

10.76Km

Disappointing run.. stopped and walking back..

1439hrs.. 14th April 2013..

Just clicking. ..

Dinner for 2070....

1658hrs.. Bird at S.W Ahu 13

Any way today is Nepal New Year 2070.. what good omen to see chick birds...

13th April 2013.. 1129am

12th April 2013 10.04Km

1427hrs..

Currently uploading my video of 'Honey...'. 50% uploaded and balance 50%. Don't know if it will be fully uploaded.